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2007-06-04T08:32:00.000-07:00

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2007-06-02T07:25:00.001-07:00

ooohh okay. well last night, slept at 4 cause SILYN kept me awake. damn asshole. anyway slept at 4 then went to sleep haha and woke up at 9 for tuition haha. charmaine is damnnnn funnnyyyyyy damn quiet. hahaha oh well had tuition. and she taught me physics. tmr will be chem hahah cant believe it. shes only 21 this year hahha. anyway had hmwk. haha physics. i think its fun. hahaaha oh well i like it cause the teachers nice haha. tmr is gonna be chemistry haha cant wait actually haha i like chem. i still like chem better than physics. yuck yuck yuck hahaha.

anyway. SECRETS SECRETS! OMG SO MANY hahaha. might be going out with the guys next week. i hope i cant make time. cant stand staying home haha. oh well its only 2nd june! hahah oh yeah...

byebye SILYN!!!!! HAHAHAH ASSHOLE!! BON VOYAGE! :D

DAMN RICH GIRL! >:(
shes going to ITALIAAA dammitt.. then to rome. how hot is that. FRENCH MILADIES HAHAHA :D:D rarrr.. im envious. haha

anyway!

JEANNNNNN ! what to sayy ah.... you damn sly la. know my secrets. and i know yours hahaha! i just told your brother i think maplestory sucks. i think its super uber spastic. hahahah XINWEN! GOES FOR YOUR GUNBOUND TOO! although i think gunbound requires skill which i dont have haha i just shot gun hahaha

WAIT!!! JEANN!! lets go for coffee with mich and you haha with other ppl too. im dead bored. im talking to you now. i feel like drawing hahah monster cute right. hahaha.

-i got brass knuckles hanging from my neck and my chain

AHHH HAAA!
AHHH HAAA!
KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF MY GIRL!
KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF MY GIRL!

SHEE SHEEE SHE!!! HAHAH WTF.

2007-06-01T02:39:00.001-07:00

OKAY science practical was horrible haha marcus owes me 5 bucks haha physics was rather easy. chem too. but i couldnt do 1 or 2 drops. haha i kept squeezing too much lol. hahah oh wellll screwed up haha. wanted to meet mich and jean but oh well.. they're busy people hahah

on the train, haha we bumped into gavin's good friend haha damn funnny.. i swear i saw his tits. its damn sick i think he has like women boobies hahahah sick sick sick. anyway he was in our train. gross and we ditched jontan hahaha and jon had to talk to him the whole while lol. anyway i alighted at ang mo kio with jontan and waited with justin low for another train haha j.lowwwww hahah went to tasmania to study hahah rich ass. haha oh well. the guy was damn scary la. he started singing to jontan in the train and he was damnnnn freaky hahah.

wahhhhhh childis fuckers. hahaha fucking stupid. cant be bothered i guess. haha ima sleep now...
WORLD OF WARCRAFT IS FUCKING COOL! SHIT MAN!

2007-05-29T22:01:00.000-07:00

HAHAH its been ages! haha helloooooo hahah.. well i had nothing to do yesterday so i just redid my layout. haha i think its quite nice. and i changed the picture hahah. ima change it again haha.

so last night. or rather the past two nights, i've been sleeping at the weeee hours of the night haha why? because of warcraft 3. haha i've been playing the campaign games. its seriously fun. haha i love the story line. i might just buy the book haha. i think playing late at night has made me sicker. sighh. i have been coughing for like months. and to no avail. its not getting better haha maybe cause im not taking my meds. well. on the other hand i dont have meds haha.

sighh you know, i always thought tuition would be dreadful. haha and i didnt dare to go alone. haha but after having english tuition, i find its quite nice. haha however, not to contradict myself or whatever la huh.. i gotta attend this math tuition. private one. and the damn teacher is a ex barker teacher. sighh i dont really like the idea of it being 100 bucks for 1 lesson. i mean wtf! its THAT expensive! sigh so today, i have to do math from like 1 to 6.30? then tuition is from 7 to 9. sighhh whatttt torture!! hahaha. oh well.

time is passing damn slowly. i cant wait to get back to school. but i dont want to go back and start revision. hahah so much for midyears chiong for prelims hahaha. but! i need it get it done! hah i want to. oh well.... june hols are gonna be damn busy. hahah i have dnt which is going to take up most of my time. and english tuition on thurs? or wed. haha then math on wed. shhiiiitttt... oh well.. gonna wash up and have. breakfast/lunch hahah .

toodles! (:

jean what secret huh!!

2007-04-28T07:30:00.001-07:00

hahah its been long since i blogged! haha its so dead la. like really dead hahahah. oh well. been studying alot. like yesterday, i did 6 hrs of chem hahaha burned!!!! hahah thanks to caasssiiieee ahhaha im finishing chem now hahaha like just a few more to go then i can just do math and revision ahhaa oh and cannot forget geog. haha im not planning to do well for any of my midyears haha.

cheryl is soooo going to rant about en shen. what the hell hahaha. THE TWO CHERYLS AH one say cheryl rocks, the other agreed to it. what the hell! haha..

sighh damn tired.. going to bathe then tmr do more chemistry then i think i'll do some mind maps on history. i havent touched it since term started hahaha! BYEE!! (:

2007-04-20T20:58:00.001-07:00

well last week has been really really hectic for me. its been very rushy and rough. haha. ytd, sent kevin off. sighh seeing him in july again i think. and joy low is leaving on monday haha. coming back during july as well. sighh.

i'll wait. and wait and wait. haha. always here. & i'll listen to our song.
come back to me?

2007-04-12T04:54:00.001-07:00

well today was alright. super tiring though, i think i'll sleep early. like way way early. super super exhausted la. okok finished dnt and rushed home. hahh didnt want to stay for the stupid checks. haha. then when i got home. there were like a hell lot of cockroaches la. so i picked all of them up and threw them away before my mom and sis would get to see it haha. they'll freak out hahaha so i spent about an hour cleaning up like i just mudered someone then i went to bathe. haha got out. chit chatted with pat and addy until like 6 plus then couldnt help but want to nap hahaa. so i went to sleep until now. well its 7.40 haha and im still tired. haha oh yes. it was raining and i got caught in the rain. haha. and my shoe. omg its holy haha. so i took off my socks and shoes and walked bare footed under the void decks until i got home. ran across the pokey street with no shoes on haha. hurts like hell!! then when i got the other side, i couldnt stop so i slammed into a wall hahaha.

mmhmm-
i got one last chance to get myself back together,
i cant lose no more time, its now or never.
and i try to remember who i used to be.
i got one last chance to get myself back together.

2007-04-07T09:05:00.001-07:00

sighhh its the 290th post hahaha. gosh its been a long way! hahaha. ups and downs with me man haha. oh well. did chemistry today hahaha i feel. better haah after studying. well did moles and organic chemistry haha.

sighhhhh getting damn tired! haha i think im going to sleep early tmr haha i finished my hmwk!!! (: hahaah good boy right? haha

i've been spending like hours trying to find this song that is in gundam seed. its damn nice, hahaha was in on of ragnarok's private server's start up music. sighhh oh well... RARRRR

im going to sleep haha good night!

2007-04-05T06:53:00.001-07:00

rarr.... today, well damn lartagic. i dunno why haha. dnt was super boring as usual but couldnt sleep. oh well..
wanted to go out with the guys for dinner at fish and co but my mom just said no. and then ranted on about why i cant go. oh well i guess its my fault for not doing any work. rarr. and i dont think im getting my crumpler anytime soon. i guess i'll just spend the money on my mom's birthday which is in a few weeks haha. i think i wanna go to like some buffet dinner with my family. dont think i can afford the line at shang ri la? haha. well i think my sis and i are going to get her a phone haha. some sliding one. makes her look more.. professional? hahah i guess it'll work hhaha. forking out about 100 bucks. haha. good by crumpler then. i guess i just have to use the one im having now or settle for something cheaper AT THE TIME BEING! haha. gives me a glimpse of hope that i can get my OWN one haha.

sighh. how have i been these few weeks. well couple of weeks. i guess i've been more subtle? in a way. not that gay way. (shut up pat) hahaha.

sometimes itsbest to be alone be cause you dont get restricted in many ways. i guess. friends are the best. i love my friends. they're great. haha.

ever wonder if you've made the worst mistake in your entire life, SO FAR. haha well im starting to regret alot of things. i regret since primary school. for not making my studies the priorities. they've always been second place. and in secondary school. gosh what have i made myself into? i really dont know. im wasting one year. and i dont want to waste it any further. time to mug i guess. lets just take it that my prelims are next month. hahah

okay well first thing to do tmr is my dnt. i have to catch up. and im not very far behind from my own expectations haha. i guess im study with mr goh haha. another thing would be my english. i really have to buck up cause.... A1 for english! hahaa. going to do 2 essays tmr. haha. and then math. i scored like what. 28/80 for my o level mock exam. like wtf. damn pissing off. RARR!!! now i have to roar on that haha. oh yes. i love chemistry! haha and no its not because of sherrrrri tan haha. shes nice. shes like. able to be my sister la. haha. born on 81. thats about..... 28? 29? haha yeah. around there. gosh! ahahah thats old. i bet she's earning good money haha.

oh gosh! another time to rant on! haha poly admissions! haha i just heard that VAN!!! omg she got into like the courses that I myself want! shit!!! hahaha 9 points for l1r4! -2 for cca. gosh. if i could get a 15 for l1r5 ahah i'll be happy. haha i wanna beat my sister haha then i think i'll get a secure place in poly. haha. pat and i want to do project management. it sounds quite cool. considering that fact that im the chairman of my exco and makes me like used to these planning stuff haha, i really dont know what i want to do. i guess now i know how my sister felt haha. but then again. not every eligible jc student is going to jc. they're actually going into poly!!!! that makes my chances 1/3 times smaller! oooo probability topic does help! hahaha bullshit la haha.

okok my tummy is growling haha, talk to you all another time! haha

happy easter in advance and have a good friday! (:

2007-04-04T07:45:00.001-07:00

ahhh! just watched pursuit of happYness hahaha. gosh its nice. really. you should go watch it. well haha you refers to whoever still views this dead blog.

gosh haha. i think i gotta change my layout. its stale.. hahaha

currently im wanting to buy a crumpler. but really spoilt for choice haha!!

oh well. tmr's gonna be a long day. havent done my folio for dnt haha really behind time in that. i just dont know what to do!

why do i keep smelling bread! aha.

PATRICIA! youre daoing me =\ dammit.

oh well. going to bed now!! GOOD NIGHT!

2007-04-02T04:45:00.001-07:00

went out. not long. went home. wtf.

oh well. nice seeing you pat. you so dont look like junsian. oh well.

dnt was the usual. boring. playing haha oh well. shit?

happy belated april fools day smuts!!

2007-03-28T06:20:00.001-07:00

yeah i fucked up. i fucked up big.

yeah i fucked up happy?
fucking hell.

2007-03-25T07:37:00.001-07:00

sigh!! big sighs.. its gonna be school days soon.. rarr... study study study, right study buddy? haha oh well..

school. its gonna be quiet. seems nicer also. quieter is better. (:

my blog posts are getting shorter by the way im feeling haha.

oh well pltc. i think i've talked about it already. so detached. gosh the world is turning her back on me. so when the world turns her back on you, you should say "i'll see you later".

ahhhh going to snack abit then sleep. good night

are you happy now?

2007-03-22T02:21:00.001-07:00

SCHOOL SUCKS TODAY!!!!!!!!!

anyway met cassie in the morning at assembly. gosh how tall are you?! i hope not taller than me haha.

school sucks. 2 words man. sighh

so much for gonna be better day for me. WHAT THE FUCK!!

shoo go away.

dao kia coming you way.

2007-03-20T06:39:00.001-07:00

sighh well went to school and reached at 12. hahahah nothing much. wasted alot of time today.

having a hell lota trouble with dnt work. gosh. i need to get things straightened out soon man. damn hard up on me now. cause it just keeps pilling and pilling. some one save me!

2007-03-17T00:45:00.001-07:00

gosh im falling sick already. got headache, back ache, muscle ache, flu and cough. goshhh... played too much haha. anyway, woke up at like. 10 then at 12 haha then went for lunch at 1. damn tired. gotta plan for the next 3 months. about what im going to do for my studies. haha i guess i'll start doing notes on like everything i have to do then when june comes, i can start banging hard on my tys man hahha. bang bang bang. (: okok

going to rest now. seeeeee yaaaaa

2007-03-14T06:50:00.001-07:00

well haha ytd was fun! went to play lan with the ventures, simon, heng, keith and gavin. we then wanted to watch some movie but then the tickets were not even on sale at the grand cathay haha. so we went to simon's place to play monopoly. gosh i think i make a good investor hahaha. but with capital (: anyway after that i went home and got ready for today.

and as for today. i was on the way to school in the morning while watching my sitcom on my zen then at around bishan. this old man, he came into the train and was watching my video whenever there were hot girls on the screen WTH! so chee koo peiii hahah wah lao eh sick la. my fav show leh kns. then reached school and met don and ken on the road. so went to school. we reached at like 8.50 hahah. then for 12 hours we rotted in the auditorium. the talk was alright la. there was one girl. and andes was like freaking flirting with him la. i gotta tell xinwen man haha. then we were having quite alot of fun haha. one of the instructors aint that bad. (:

hahah okok im going to chat then sleep haha good night!

2007-03-09T07:01:00.001-08:00

hello you. how are you today?
and i reply. not so good. not really the way i want my life to turn out to be.

it seems that life has walked out of me. well walked away from me. its been god knows when since i was myself around my friends. and i dont think i can really find that me anytime soon. its been one hellofa ride for me.

like i've said. i have a problem and i cant seem to find a solution. i always never fail to find a logical and suitable situation for everything but this time i have failed and it seems that its all down to 1 major problem. me. i am the main source of problems in my own hectic and false life.

i dont like who i am now. i dont like who i am today. right here. sitting on my chair. and i dont like whatever i have done. i dont like who i am today. i hate who i am today. i want to change. and i want to change for good. God, please tell me where to start?

i can never forget the words from my best of friends. those who stuck through with me. but i cant hold on to you guys forever. some, i love too much to hurt. just to even think of telling them would hurt them and i do not want to hurt and destroy what friendships mean to you guys and i.

im everything im not. and its not natural. i cannot not think of what i was last time and what i am now. all i can say that i dont want to be a think beautiful book with rubbish and nonsense as the content. i dont want to be full of shit anymore. i dont want to be who i am today. i hate who i am. i want to change. i want to. i want to.

life is like that. it walks away from you when youre at your happiest point and when it leaves you. it destroys you slowly from the inside. how i wish some one would pick me up from this living hell of internal conflicts going by, and whizzing past my brain which kills me softly from the inside out.

i need help.

come please im calling.
hurry im falling, im falling.
teach me wrong from right.
say it for me, say it to me.
say it if its worth saving me.

2007-02-27T05:44:00.001-08:00

sighhhhhh... SUCKY SUCKY SUCKY!

failed napfa. well not suprising really. im damn un fit. looks like this is the consequences for the depression mode thats still slowy going away. hahaha oh well. i think tmr will be better. meeting swee and she's passing me some stuff for o's. heh.

okay. well the sit ups are kicking in. and i feel aching abs. thats why i didnt go to school. has some freaking cram thing that came when i got up to get my phone. then i went back to sleep in pain and woke up at 7 when my mom called me haha woops. so i didnt go to school haha tmr's going to be the parade day. hahah oh well. good luck GOH! haha

seems like my lifes picking the bad lane. it hasnt been very good. sighh alot of hiccups and there isnt any good sightings. well not much if you count smiling at myself for no reason. i really need something or someone to keep me preoccupied until i get over some things that have happened in the past. i still feel so in secure after everything that has happened. i was too rash sometimes also and i kinda understood it now. i didnt really have feelings for her and i guess all i really wanted at that time was something to fall back upon but i cant be what she was.

was going through my files and came across alot of old memories. sighh i really wish i could turn back time. like just a few months back and change everything that i knew that would happen. i guess my last year in barker would really be very fake towards some people but well fake friendships are better than no friendship right? haha. i still dont know what i want to do with my life. sometimes i feel that staying in barker for my final year wasnt such a good plan. i dunno maybe im just having like, low self confidence in my academic areas. maybe cassie would say that those things can be changed. just if i want to or not. i remember that she told me that like 2 years. no wait. 3 years ago haha thats almost 1000 days haha. goshhh those were the days haha hand phone bills going sky high haha :P now isnt that good but well after everything my phone's been quite neglected hahaha esp if i get my psp.

oh well its almost 10 i gotta go and sleep. tmr's gonna be a big day. well everyday that i dont know whats gonna happen would always be a big day. dont know what would happen haha.

2007-02-21T01:02:00.001-08:00

sighh school today wasnt very good again. its like a chain of misfortunate events HAHAAH ookok. well in the morning. woke up on time then got a banana to eat then headed for school. sighh i felt so sick last night la. then when i slept. it was alright. but when i woke, it came back. by the time i reached school. i was already sicker than usual. was talking to chang zen my sec 3 chinese teacher. hahah wth he's damn weird. okok then at assembly wanted to go home cause my flu was damn bad. oh well. but stayed on cause i was wanting to give my teachers oranges ahha. couldnt give to mr lai mrs koh and mr ng sighh. but gave to the eng department and some people in the math department haha gave wu, ms tan and mrs lynette loh. haha. then tried to find ms sherri tan but couldnt find her. gave to mr hoe also haha. not planning to give mr goh. hahah woops? hahha oh well. history was the worse la. i was sleeping from the second period onwards. didnt feel well la. sighh. had some problems also la. aiya its like flowing in already. i guess i should be so.... petty at times? i guess its my period hahaha how gay.

okok something on the lighter note haha. ytd, went to gavin's hse at around evening then cabbed to his granny's place. played mahjong hahah damn fun la haha i won most of the time. and lost to gavin cause of a 3 wan. i needed it to hu but he took it cause he was nearer. goshhhh. anyway hahaha had dinner there. ahha havent had dinner with a large group of adults already haha. oh well its not my family hahah they were funny though ahahha. reached home at abt 10.30 haha. sucks la. then bathed and got into bed at like 11.30. sighh i guess i gotta sleep now. damn tired. haha its 5! haha omg havent had lunch yet =(

i think i'll lose weight this week. due to depression. oh well

blue blue skies :)

2007-02-19T09:29:00.001-08:00

OKAY! WELL I JUST GOT HOME FROM MR CHAY'S GATHERING HAHA.

okok i have something big to say haha.

WELL THE GATHERING WAS FUN! HAHAHA PLAYED TAI TEE AND WON ABT 3 BUCKS HAHA. NOT BAD RIGHT! HAHA PLAYED WITH HANDSOME, GAVIN AND SAM LEEE HAHAHA. OWNED SAM LA. HAHAHA THEY KEPT TAPPING MY SHOULDER HAHAHA GIVING ME BAD LUCK BUT GUESS WHAT. HAHA I GOT 4 8s AND 1 4 HHAHAHA. fa fa fa until i si HAHAHA. GET IT? AHAH ANYWAY. WE STRIPPED NAT AND WANTED TO STRIP NICK WONG HAHA BUT NVM GOT STOPPED BY MR CHAY HAAHA. WE PLAYED DAMN ALOT OF DRINKING GAMES LA. MADNESS ALREADY HAHA. PLAYED MOSQUITO ALSO HAHA. MOM JUST TOLD ME THAT I SHOULD NOT PLAY THAT AT NIGHT YEAH HAHA. OH WELL! HAHAHA THEN AFTER THAT, I WAS GIVEN A LIFT BY GAVIN AND HANDSOME HAHA. TO CLEMENTI! OKAY SO FAR SO GOOD.

NOW'S THE GOOD PART. I WAS AT CLEMENTI MRT WHEN I SAW THIS MRT SERVICE WOMAN. SHE WAS A MALAY AND I COULDNT HELP BUT OVERHEAR THEIR CONVERSATION. HAHA SO!

she:hi sir, can you bring this man to jurong east?
me:oh yeah sure im going there too.
she:good good (: keep your money uncle(telling the old man)
me: brought him into the train.
oldman:kiam sia kiam sia.
from now on, i spoke chinese-and the uncle spoke hokkien. but i dunno what he said. sort of made it out by sign language haha.
me:haha okok where you going uncle.
old man: i going jurong east.
me:yaya for what?
oldman: zhuo kang.(zuo gong)
me: ohh okok where?
oldman:abahabahabaah.. stammering still.
me:okok later you go to jurong then go down k?
oldman:okokok :)
-> so we got off and i was walking across the platform to go to khatib. then i saw him walking in also. so i asked him.
me:uncle where you going? i told him to get up and wanted to bring him out but the train door closed woops
me:i thought you said you wanted to go to jurong east? old man: uh uh yeah..
me: jurong east passed already.
(i carried on asking where he's going when i saw this "kind" man who looked like he could help)
me: um uncle do you understand what is he talking abt?
oldman2:abahabahabah (it was hokkien but i think it was what you want??)
oldman: abahabahabah ( didnt understand that part.)
old man 2 asked me:who are you to him???? with a effed face.
me: im his nobody but im just helping him to jurong east.
asshole old man2 cut me: jurong east is at the back!!!
me: yaya i know but i saw him walking into this train when i told him to go down at jurong east.
-fast forward until bukit gombak-
oldman fucker 2:okok you dont talk so much. go down at the next station and talk to him ( Cheebye i really felt like slapping him.)
oldman:nono not his fault. (pulling my hand saying thank you to me)
old man2: is this his? (asking the old man, pointing to my ang paos and oranges.)
old man: nono these are his. he went to pai nian
me: its mine la. told you already.
old man2: okok dont talk so much. (omg la seriously having a short temper soon)
old man: nono kiam sia kiam sia. dont need to go down.
me: so where do i go if i follow you down?
oldman fucker 2:how i know? (WAH CHEEBYE RIGHT??)
me: okok whatever i will follow you down.
-we got off at cck and talked to the service station thingy.
oldman fucker2: this old man, dunno where to go, this man, bring this old man dunno go where.
station guy: do they understand english?
me: (i cut in) yes i do understand english. let me explain please. then i said everything. when i turned ard, the ham ji guy walked away. the train conductor told me to leave and that he'll take care of this old man. he shook my hand and told me that there are still trains. i think i took the last one. hahah oh well then i went off. i had to wait for 10 mins for the fucking train la. my goodness. so fucking long cause of that oldman fucker. wah lao eh. asshole lor. i felt like fucking him upside down but so many people. later they say i bully elderly. anyway waited for dammnnn long then went home.

on the way, this sick thai guy i think. was sitting diagonally from me i think. i was talking to my mom when i saw a orange light and then a flash of light. he fucking hell just took a picture of me la. i knew cause he was using the k800i. the one thats cybershot. so it was like a digi cam. wtf! and he did it again pretending i didnt know. like wth? im smarter than you asshole! then after that i stared at him and he got off to wait for the next train. WTH LA!!! SICK!!!! wah lao eh anyway. thats aall i guess. hahah so much for lucky new year huh. hahha.

hope the old man's alright =\

cheryl yeo, you want a shout out right? hahahaha CHERYL YEO!!!!!!!!!!! hahah there, thats yr shout out hahaha smile!! :)

2007-02-16T20:23:00.001-08:00

sighh well. this week hasnt been very well for me. thats why im not blogging much. haha . oh well.

the chinese new year festive feeling is slowing seeping in i guess hahaha. spring cleaning makes me damn tired i swear. haha. oh well.

anyway, i'll be getting i psp real soon :D:D hahaha well i saved up and earned my own money hahaha. i think welll. i earned it right! haha :D:D hahaha

will be going to my aunts hse later. haha she's sort of my god mother . gosh i hope she brings her hamsters :D they're just adorable la. hahaa. so cutteee... goshh.

VALENTINES WAS A DISASTER! gosh i didnt even know why i did that la. CHERYL YEO! YOU ASS HOLE! sighh. oh well. i think it was a risk that i had to take. anway i dont really regret cause now i've taken it to another level. haha. oh well

wish me luck.

thanks don, sheng and jerald. :D

2007-02-13T12:47:00.000-08:00

haha. well saturday was the venture reunion dinner. haha it was great i swear. haha. left sam's hse at like 1 pm on sunday haha reached home at abt 2. ate dinner at 3 slept at 4 hahaha until 10. haha goshhhhhhh its damn slack haha . really no mood to blog haha..

well monday. which was ytd, sent kevin off at the airport. dumb ass accidentally tore his plane ticket hahaha. smart. then after that we played cai quan haha. some drinking game haha.

okay im gonna pack my room to start studying. lol

2007-02-08T21:17:00.000-08:00

okay! hahah the mgs;ss talk was useless i gues.. aha it was damn BORING la hahah. i was laughing most of the time at the pics and stuff. hahah i actually wanted to malu chong rui at the mike by asking him to go up and say he wants to be the president hahaha. we all said we would pay him 2 bucks each. hahah i guess we all lied? hahah :D:D

the speaker was prof OOi hahah. quite funny. haha mr tang. as usual was acting dammnnnnnn cooll la! hahah just like aj hahah. i swear he's damn cool haha.

i just installed wc3 again on my com ahaha. my com is gonnnnnaaaa diee!! hahaha. i gotta find a place to reformat my com haha. oh well.. gosh im tired. hahah gonna play dota for awhile :P hahah

ttyl guys.

2007-02-05T17:20:00.000-08:00

SCHOOL SUCKS TODAY!!!

sighhhhhhh seriously sucky.

firstly-

i was tying my tie while standing up and didnt hear the prefect say sit down so i continued to tie. then some one shouted. oi boy. so i turned around and there he was. the ol' perfect mr peh asked what cca i was in.

so i replied that i was in scouts. then! he went on saying wah scouts never teach you to be disciplined ah.
"MY" prefect ask you to sit down you still standing, then i looked around, half my class were still standing. so i said im tying my tie.. then he asked me who's my teacher in charge of scouts. then i said mr fong.
then he said SIT DOWN!!!!! or rather he shouted.
so i did. then!!, he said. no wait he shouted that i should get my class to sit down. so thats what i did while putting on my tie.
"sit down sit down sit down."
then he squealled at me again. " YOU SIT DOWN FIRST!!!"
okay!!! temper temper mr tang. okay so i told him. im the monitor too so i'll ask them to sit down. then he squealled again. "NOOO YOU SIT DOWN FIRST!"
just then the prefect told us to stand. so i just said.
"AHHH OKAY OKAY STAND STAND HURRY STAND LA!"
then he lumbered off.. i guess he got jacked by " HIS " own prefect. hahaha wait. was i wrong about him being the HOD OF CHINESE and not THE PREFECT MASTER?

gosh and guess what, mr fong had to talk to me this morning. guess what he said after i told him. he said, " yeah huh why he only pick on you" hahahah damn funny. oh well im not taking it to heart now. oh yes.

during assembly. it was right after the incident with GRAND MR PEH that i got caught for hair. yet again. just last week i went to cut my hair. sighhhhh... EFFED UP I SWEAR. i was sitting down. i hate mondays. i always get caught for hair cause when the tie is on, the back of my hair will touch the collar. oops? my mistake then. how about the whole school? if you ask everyone to put a tie on and do check, obviously there will be a VAST MAJORITY that has the back touching the collar. if not! HOW ABT THE FRINGE! AND THE SIDES TOUCHING THE EAR! OH NOT FORGETTING THE SIDE BURNS! woah why not become an army camp and just make us shave bald. oh wait then it'll be a sign on rebellion cause its skin head? what the Eff. with the capital E man. okay fine. so i stepped out. then mr lai walked past me and didnt ask me to meet him. so fine i went to chapel. thennnn! while lining. up..
"terry, why did you come up just now when i called you? i wanna talk to your mom." luckily i smsed my mom already. okay then fine. blah blah blah. then i got sent out of school to get my hair cut. EFFING HELL! sighhh. oh well. its cut now. greg's dad cut for me. i look.. bally. hahaha. round yet again. oh well.... i look more like a panda. hahaha. oh well all is good today! haha didnt really miss lessons haha when i reached school we were playing soccer in the sports hall haha..

eh i realised that my font here is in HUGE hahaha. woops? hahah :D

lets hope tomorrow'll be a better day.

2007-02-03T10:21:00.000-08:00

ah yess its febuary hahah. so fast second month already. things have been some what alright for me :D haha well i guess that everything in life as a meaning and a just reason for things to happen. hahah. yesterday was alot of fun haha. never felt better with my friends. :D haha

we had drill. and aaron lim is one hard kid. was teaching brandon, aaron, mattchen and hong wen foot drill haha. brandon is a fast learner haha really. after that mr wong came and the others had a hard time in foot drill. haha. woops. then had dinner. everything after dinner was fun! hahah we had some game and. haha i didnt play much cause i had some........ clothing difficulties. hahah i was slacking most of the time haha closing in on the end of the day, the seniors played disease. haha venture polo t vs scout polo t hahah it was damn fun. sighhh. primary school days hahaa.

reached home at about, 10.15, then went to bathe. haha then was talking to me sis awhile then ate some stuff that her boyfriend made. gosh the mushroom soup was damnnnnnn creammmyyy hahaha. almost puked after that! haha oh well the spagettti was nice. haha it was with some black pepper chicken thing haha.

soon after that i went to bed. haha had abt 20 mins with Angie before she wanted me to go online =( haha so i told her that i'll sleep.. well hahah i admit la. i wouldnt be able to tank haha. which means i cant tahan haha. sighh i think i should change my layout. hahaha.

goshhhhh dnt project is like killing me. i cant seem to do stuff properly with this new teacher. its damn difficult!!! hahaha.

RAHHHHSSSSSSS polar bear is hungry. haha

2007-01-31T20:20:00.000-08:00

AHHHH I DUN WANNA CUT HAIR! HAHAA

SIGH!!!!!

got caught on monday by tang when i was in chapel then today again by tang when i was walking up to collect my assignment hahahah... shit right.

MR TANG: TERRYY TANG, ITS TIME YOU CUT YOUR.... FUR.
TERRY TANG: HARR??
MR TANG: DONT HAR ME!
TERRY TANG: HARR.... hur hur okay okay.
MR TANG: BY WHEN!?
TERRY TANG:NEXT WEEK? HEH
MR TANG:OKAY IF NOT AH. I AM A TEACHER BY DAY AH AND I AM A HORRIBLE BARBER BY WEEKEND AH.
TERRY TANG:HAHA OKAY.

hahah dammmiitt... the weather is like damn cold la. ever wondered if the world's average temp is changing then tides will rise, birds go wild. wait they are already wild. haha, singapore seems like australia in the morning. but by afternoon. its scorching hot la sighhh. cant stand it. i actually shiver in the morning and my butt gets numb due to the cold when i sit on the floor during assembly haha oh wellll...

well school today as my above sentences show was cold. hahahha. or either that, barker boys are starting to be damn cool even though its under the hot sun. hahah they can go out in the sun in sweaters haha. slept in english class! hahaha no shit man. usually i'll play in class. hahaha but this time, i slept hahah. well i played then i slept hahaha. was doing some.... summary hahaha. i actually took abt 2 mins to rmb what i did today haha. dammit. i thought i was still doing vocab hahahaa..... physics today SUCK! wait when does physics not suck haha. i cant stand it la. hahahah jon tan today blew up. shall show a peaceful "settlement" or rather the way 2 people can communicate haha,

THE TEACHER: WHERES JONTAN? NOT HERE? SLEEPING AH?
JONTAN: "WALKS UP AND COLLECTS HIS ASSIGNMENT"
THE TEACHER: I EXPECT TO SEE BOTH PARENTS SIGNATURES TOMORROW.
JONTAN:BASTARDDD.
THE TEACHER:WHAT DID YOU CALL ME?!
JONTAN:BASTARD!!! YOU KNOW MY PARENTS SEPERATED STILL ASK FOR BOTH SIGNATURES!
THE TEACHER:I SHALL TALK TO THE ONE WHO DIDNT SIGN THEN
JONTAN: "CRUSHES THE PAPER"

TERRY BITCHES ABT THE TEACHER BEHIND THE CLASS HAHAHA..

i swear if you were in his shoes, and in my shoes when some incident happened last time, i swear you too would swing some shoes and throw some words. haha I SWEAR MAN i dunno abt other classes but. my class just thinks he has... PMS hahaha no offence but he's a damn girl!!!!! sighhh. physics physics hahaha.

history was cool had test today. THUMB CRAMP YET AGAIN hahah its been long since i've got cramps hahaha. wah lao its like i've not had my period or shit like that! hahaha kidding. we had to write so much haha. i dont think i did well. haha it was a double period. the first was to go through what we had to write which in short, means going through briefly what we had to write. hahah i mixed up the points. haha it was on japan's expansion haha. my gosh now i know why the express students say history is tough. cause one essay is like 12 marks. sighhh... o' level i guess.. hahaha

i think thats abt it hahah, welll geog was as screwed as all other lessons la. hahaha elton doesnt seem to not get a stiffy in geog. he has fetish for black people. hahaha

i DO NOT WANNA CUT MY HAIR!

2007-01-29T20:00:00.000-08:00

Trust

what do you see from this word trust? to me, this trust is balanced on a fine line. and this line can be broken very easily. and i guess it had just been broken. to even think that i told you those things. hah. how naive was i to think that it'll be a secret. its okay, cause i take it as nothing happened.

2007-01-28T20:03:00.000-08:00

rahhhsss its damn boring at home. and i wanna mug but i just cant seem to start. my rooooooom is in a big big mess. sighh. everytime im onling i have no mood to do anything i would just on music and..... bumm around. sighh i think i really gotta start studying. i really want the hostel scholarship. and really start doing something but then again all i can do is wait. sighh.

i've been busy though. with dnt project. looks like i've got a solid 6 page piece done in a few hours. i have pe tomorrow and after a week of wearing slippers to school i suddenly dont feel like wearing shoes heh.

yesterday was really fun though hhaha. we were suppose to be going for exco meeting but in the end we only had 50% of the exco so it was postponed to tuesday haha so we went to heng's place and played mahjong and a few card games then it was time to go. hahah we got a lift from his mom and dad and headed to school. from there we took 48 to parkway parade and got jared 2 pairs of men's g strings hahaha it was damn funny. heng, matt, gavin and i were playing with it on the way to some irish cafe and pub thingy haha. after that we went into the private room haha it was hella crowded but anyhows met reuben kc and marcus there. then after abt 4 plates of good food hahaha keith came. i think at ard 8 mr chay came haha. there was this kid on keith's lap as well he's damn funny haha. after that he crawled on my lap haha. he's damn light! haha oh well after that we wanted to check out the pool room but then it was full and there was a waiting list so all of us went to the arcade instead. haha i swear arcade has never been this fun haha. maybe because it was damn empty haha.

everyone! if you wanna sweat and lose weight. play the ddr. the 4 arrow game its damn fun! hahah damn hard also haha. soon after that we had to leave. we learnt how to play some texas poker game hahaha. gavin, heng and i earned alot hahahahaha of jenga chips i mean haha those blocks were our cash haha. damn fun :D:D i guess this year's venture reunion dinner is gonna be a gambling den. but the problem is that we cant find a suitable date haha. oh well it'll be decided this tuesday i guess haha. oh well..

im watching some show now haah damn dumb. i think its the 8 legged freaks haha. quite sick and its damn cool also haha.

sighhh..... my social circle is growing smaller i just have no mood. its like my circle is closing in on me haha. its the JC!! sighhh. im quite confused on what i wanna do cause... i wanna go jc then uni. but then i dunno! i have to be realistic haha oh well... all my friends are like busy with jc now and im busy with school work. oh no. i guess i'll just mug my ass off this year.. sighh.. okok then why am i still here!?!?! hahaha talk to you soon.

smile back when i smile at you will ya?

2007-01-24T16:52:00.000-08:00

today in school was rather boring.

theres alot in my mind. and i cant seem to think.

some times i feel like leaving everything for them to do. but i told myself that i wouldnt make the same mistakes. but then why is it so hard to walk in line and lead the ants following my trail. i wonder. i wonder why.

i feel like im letting yet another packet of feelings fly pass me this year.

the week

2007-01-22T21:40:00.000-08:00

wahhhhh its been very very long since i last blogged! hahah well nothing much has happened to me hahaha. im a new man. hahaha i learn that, in camp, you'll think alot and you get hurt alot.

this post is titled the week. well because i think that everyone should have second chances but some chances are over and some should start anew.

i dont think that one should be playing with feelings as its not nice to be played with. its damn good to feel wanted and feel belonged with friends. i think that the camp has really brought everyone together and i think that thats what our troop is abt. :D the singing in the rain and the smell of mud. yes and the soggy boots.

survival camp was damn fun. as we had alot of fun things to do. my wong and i rolled a log up a muddy slope and lauged our asses off hahaha. it was damn heavy hahah and it was hell lot of wormy ahaha.. we burnt it and after 4 hrs. only 2 cm of bark was burnt off haha the rest was washed away.

well cheryl youre right hahah everytime i come back from camp, i will have cuts haaha. now i have like 2 on my toes hahah damn pain la. slid on algae and then cut myself on a slab of concrete. ahah damn pain. hahaha oh well

im damn effing tired. shall sleep now :D good night! :D:D

2007-01-13T08:59:00.000-08:00

sighh... havent been posting for like what the past week? i've just been damn busy la. sighh. got my dnt topic on monday and i was just fucked then. i mean. manipulation!!! what the hell is that topic abt. its damn vague. but i think i got some really cool ideas :D hahaha then i went for a meeting. sighh i cant wait for survival camp. its just a week more. haha

tuesday! sighh. i cant rmb what happened haha. but i know it was stressful. i remember physics prac. we didnt do shit hahaha.

wednesday. i cant rmb also! omg im getting older.

thursday!!!! hahah dnt class.. omg la i drew a mug! haha damn cool haha but i gotta make it nicer haha it looks like a beer mug rather than a normal mug aha..

friday meeting gosh. out of 81 people who wrote their names down. i think only 25 or so turned up haha oh well its like that i guess.. my year had 33. and only 15 stayed haha.. oh well.

i dunno how to say anything if i see you. a hiccup in life. is just a hiccup. why choke and sob over it. its not going to do any good and just move on right? what i say was true. and i already said to forget. so why are you feeling like that now. are you simply bored with the guy you hardly know? i think so. everyone says you're the bitch. and it was damn bad to do that to me. but what i told myself was that you're still young. and we're all young.

i hope you like the poem cause it was meant for you. and no one else. i guess having friendship is better than relationships. its just so different and its absoulutely true if one says that you cant be best friends after a break up. that is so true.

i guess its all part of life. and one thing is also very true. friends and family is everything in life. without them. i dont think your life is complete.

i cant seem to blame myself.
but why dont you just move on?

2007-01-06T00:30:00.000-08:00

omg orientation was damn fun hahaha. i was released at like 10.40 haha to help mr chay with the stuff then at 12 plus we started pioneering haha damn nice la. then matt and kevin came. hahaa. gavin and kc didnt do much. there were, marketing scouts hahaha

after the bridge was done we joined in for the campfire haha it wasnt raining! hahaha last year it was la. hahaha but then, in the end it started raining hahaha. sighh. nothing nice already. cause mr chay more impt. he fell. =\ and bled alot. sigh... sent him to hospital. wth!! and i lost the master key for the admin room!!! =( sighh... i wonder if he's alright haha.

oh well. imn dead tired hahaha my bed is calling me after i've showered hahaha.

smelly feet!!!! hahaha

2007-01-04T21:30:00.000-08:00

Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time and you know it
Don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know
It's not like I haven't tried over and over again
Stupid fights, wrong or right
Goodbye

[Chorus:]
I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down
Too little and too late
See now I know your kind
You fake it easy just to please me
Don't you know
It's not like we haven't tried over and over again
Sleepless nights, wrong or right
Goodbye

[Chorus]

I gotta let you go
It's you
There's nothing I can do

[Chorus]

2007-01-03T17:02:00.000-08:00

well its the first day of school! hahah seriously it was damn slack! and i miss being back in school. and yes i want the whole year to be fun haha but still we must all study hard! haha! then why am i still here! hahah

well its been a new year and i've moved on. and i see that you too have moved on. thats great. and so a new year starts! new exco, new troop, new me! :D hahah im am looking forward to the study dates that we are abt to set up :D hahaha. oh well i shall change my blog skin. its kinda old and then after that. sleep then dinner then study then sleep :D hahaha omg i will do it! hahah

will there be a chance for me to chase you again? i wanna play tag with you all over again

2006-12-30T08:25:00.000-08:00

SWEET SIXTEEN!!!! HAHAHA OMG LA ITS FUN FUN FUN! HAHAA :D:D

it was school haha went to help marcus with getting the projector hahah then after that, we met mr chay and helped for orientation then went for lunch hahaha okay nows the fun part haha

we were at tang's hse hahah then we were loading the equipment up on matt's mom's car then i was feeling very tensed already cause i didnt wanna keep my hopes too high for being chairman hahaha. so when we were on our way to suntec i was asking everyone how hahah. oh well that wasnt the best hahaha when we were performing on the thing itself we made alot of mistakes! hahah im sure we were all very nervous! hahaha so yeah, but we were kinda pissed hahha. oh well. i got the news i was chair man hahah then went up to make my speech hahaha. stammered and sputtured sighh oh well i was nervous hahaha. then after that my exco hahha i like that phrase hahaha we all managed to pop the corks for the sparkling juices hahahah so damn fun la! hahahaha then after that i felt damn shitty already. i sang wrong lyrics for the scout hymn. hahah what the fuck right hahah oh well mr tan said move on haha.

after everything we had a meeting then i talked to MY EXco omg so cool hahah then gavin didnt turn up hahaha then after that we had debrief from mr tan haha then i heard everyone singing happy birthday hahaha then when i turned around i saw everyone behind kevin and gavin hahaah then i was like omg omg omg hahah i almost cried hahahaha. really damn touching hahah thank you guys! hahah gavin youre not just my class mate hahahah i havent finish my sentence la! hahahah oh well i ate the cake and wished sth that was once. not for myself hahaha shall hush abt it :D hahahah after that i wanted to go out but mommy said cannot haha

so after i bathed im here now haha receiving smses hahaha.. so many people hahahaha

li, jia, jer, gavin, quincy, jean, aly, xinwen, pat, mr chay, so many more! hahahahaha cant rmb already hahaha. oh yes.. hahah big big big huge!!!! shout out to daryle!!! HAHAHA HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO!!! :D hahahah

okay im shaqed out hahahahaha going to sleep now! hahahah

VENTURES FOR EVER! HAHA :D

2006-12-28T21:43:00.000-08:00

so much for friends man. looks like the word never was really used. haha so yes thats the end.

2 days till the performance. why no effort and commitment? fuck. come on guys! work harder!! im doing my best!

2006-12-25T16:35:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO MERRY BOXING DAY hahaha

okay!!!! christmas morning! i didnt see presents under my tree!! D=

oh well haaa chatted with so many people last night haha.. at abt 10.. hahaha met adeline and patricia. hahaha didnt know pat was from cedar too! hahaha.. yup then jer and jia came back from a loooonngggg night ehh. hahaha fragrance hotel ah? :P hahha

okok i skipped like 18 hrs. hahhaa heres the 18 hrs. hahah at 1, met quincy at dhoby ghaut mrt to give her her present and to get mine :D:D then i got gavin's one also hahaha meeting him in a few hrs hahaha. i think im going to get his soon. hahaha i got a tie from her! my goshness!! hahahha 1 got 3 words. hahaha thats not it la the 3 words are its damn nice! haha thanks quincy :D:D

okok i messed up her hair hahaha. dun cut hor! hahaha

at abt 1, met jer and jia. at ps 7-11 hahaa jer looks damn pimpy hahaha. jia looks good :D right jia? hahaha and i felt so underdressed! i was in a polo-t and like cargo shorts. with my syntetic leather shoes. hahahaha. oh well! we went to fish and co and i acted like my sis hahaha. being damn bitchy when it comes to service hahaha! oh well then we got a seat but i wanted it changed hahahaha oh well. its in the blood hhaha. then we ordered haha the bill came up to ard 70 bucks for 3 people.. quite ex leh hahaha jer treated me to like half my platter hahaha thanks baby hahaha..

okay then we left. jia dont remind me of sze hui. haha shes just the waitress who jerald claims was checking me out. ahaha bitch. okok went to parkmall. then it got boring hahaha. so we headed to ps and walked hahha. then met su hahha funny asshole la. then we went to spotlight hahaha how hard to avoid those places? haha oh well. then i played with the stuff hahaha damn funny.. reindeer eh jia? hahahah then had some brown yarn balls hhaha looks like shit la! hahahaha!!!! then we left. and headed for heeren! hahaha then i still had to find my present that jer was going to buy for me. hahha. so we walked and walked. had MANY MANY MANY check points hahah you know when a grp of people walk like 5m, then stop and talk cock again hahha. okok anyway we went to newurbanmale and i knew what i wanted haha i wanted the havaianas :D:D 50 bucks for god sake! hahahaha but it was damn nice hahaha. couldnt get the design i wanted but i think its alright hahaha. went to the other outlets and got the one i have now hahaha. im goin to wear it to school hahaha. anyway my sis asked me to change the size so i dunno. and i seriously doubt jerald got the receipt hahaha. oh well got the flipflops and we went to sit and slack again. haha then i called mommy and i had to leave at 5 plus haha. waited for daryle to come. hahaha i got a pic of him in su's hairband hahahaa. and I AM GOING TO UPLOAD IT! haha

the day was damn good. i felt soooooo different already. i had friends who cared :D hahahah oh yes daryle if u see this 31st dec. go out k.

okok i felt sooo different! haha last year was like useless la.. cause i was alone still. then no presents! haha this year omg la.. hahahha i love them hahaha. jerald, jia, daryle, su, alyssa, jean, don, swee, sheng, jia qi, greg, ALIBABA!, ANGIE! hahaha, hmmm who else! hahaha oh haha and quincy haha. cheer up la quincy ahaha. sighh i got presents from most of them hhaha.

angie, ali. thanks for talking to me at night when i couldnt sleep and felt down haha angie u actually made me laugh. hhahaa youre so random haha..

jer and jia. you two have been like my bread and im the meat. so we're a burger hahahahah what the fuck was that for! ahaha.

jean, quincy, you two also. haha thanks for cheering me up. and jean thanks for praying for me :D loves!!!

swee baby. thanks for keeping me positive at night haha when i was down and not online haha.

sheng, don, jia qi, greg. thanks for talking things out with me and made me understand hahaha. i learnt from you all. :D see you bitches next year man. hahaha greg, lets go collect money! hahaha :D:D

ooooooo sooo this year is a cool christmas! haahhaha and a great boxing day! hahaha

cheers! :)

2006-12-24T10:12:00.000-08:00

okay! now the real post hahah. what am i doing today? well im busy. alone. but with my mom. hahahahah..

so yeah couples christmas? not for me anymore. hahaha oh well. everyone's busy la! hahaha what am i talking abt! so am i! ahahhah was talking to a few people last night hahaha damn funny la. haha. maple tan was stupid as ever :D i doubt she reads this hahaha. keith was. still as ghey. hahahaha. wth. and jia was great. hahaha jer. oh my boy, you're fine :D i mean. finnnneeeeee hahaahha smack that buns hahahha... wth. he wanna windmill. hahahahah sick shit. hahaha ali was great too! hahaha didnt know she was that nice to talk to hahaa. she was always so cold towards me hahha. she said cause she was busy hahaha yeah i'll buy that ;)

ahahahaha so yeah. im going to causeway point again. wth for? to buy some stove things hahaha. im refurnishing my kitchen hahaha but i think it'll still be dirty. the only time i wil LOVE my kitchen is when there's a island table and when i can sleep on the floor. hahaha and maybe have sex on the kitchen table. but that wont happen! hahahaha okok! so i've been to ikea and i've been sketchin hahahah i love drawing. hahaha i bet jer will love me for the shoe hahaha jia sorry ah. may the best girl win :D:D:D hahahah oh my gosh la i think im turning gay!!!!

hahahahahahahaaha

too many guys around me. hahaha actually. thats not true hahahaha. wth okok. slept at 4 last night hahaha was spending some quality time with my phone by playing the stupid tennis game. i dunno how fangyan can play it so well la. i keep losing and keep getting irritated when it becomes a duece. haha i think i'll own the player in real life :D ahahahaha.. oh well. hahaha.

why am i so talkative today? hahahaha i dunno. hahahah well i guess cause. im going to be busy and now everyone's asleep. hahaha then all i can rant and crap abt is here hahahaha...

i have friends!!! hahahaha i didnt know. i thought i was just the extra guy hahaha right gavin? hahaha oh yeahhhhh gavin asked me to go his church service. cause its christmas. well its not christmas yet hahahaha. heres the convo. its throught phone btw ahahah might not be accurate. :P

gavin: hello terry ah.
Terry:) : yess???
gavin: are u free later?
Terry :) : what time?
gavin: around 3 plus 4?
Terry :) : for whattt????
gavin: come my church.
Terry :) : eeerrrrrr no?
gavin: wah lao dun like that la. you got something on ah.
Terry :) : whatt?????? errmmm yeah i have something on :P
gavin: dont bullshit la. eh come leh
Terry :) : eh you becoming like yr church people already ah?
gavin: its christmas service la!
Terry :) : oh okay. so?
gavin: come la marcus coming also.
Terry :) : okay so?
gavin: aiya whatever la. bye.
Terry :) : :D BYEEEEEE

hahahahahah so yeah... church. sighhh i dont go to church. im free. free from all things. i mean mentally if ure reading this gavin haaha. im not free spiritually. well not yet i hope hahahaa. so yeah. hahahah just leave the church if u dun like it? why so stupid. why wait till the end of the year to bluff them? aiyoooo. just tell them straight in their faces. i dun wan to give my money and i dun wan u to ask me to donate!! u sonofabitch. hahahahah get it anot. hahahah tsk tsk tsk.

aiyoo... im bored of jay chou. i think im going full bird tong chai hahahha... sabai sabai eh jerald? :D hahahah

okok i've crapped enough i guess.. going to do jia's shoe.. hahha i got some damn cool font so yeah hahaha lookk out for it k jia!! hahaha :D

see you two tmr :D haha thanks for inviting me to lunch. cheers me up alot :D

2006-12-24T10:00:00.000-08:00

HEYYYYYYY!!!

MERRY
CHRISTMAS
EVE!

hahahaha so yes its christmas eve. hahahaha

2006-12-22T08:16:00.000-08:00

OKAY! haha today was great great great! i never felt lonely today. not until now hahah. oh well.

went to school for ventures meeting and to give my form for sec 5. met aj and shawn in the GO hahaha oh well... met audrey there also hahah she dao me ahahaha oh well. then i went for meeting then!!! HENG! omg i love you hahaha he got me oaks! hahahaha well not real ones but wah lao! SHADES!! HAHAHA he got shades from phuket hahah so damn cool hahaha now i can change hahahaha. oh well..

was suppose to go jamming but i think i should pei wo ma ma hahaha. so guai hahaha oh well went home then had lunch hah left for queensway ikea with her. then we shopped shopped hahaha i didnt get the measurements so it was kinda wasted hahaha. then i went to find my table. i gotta pay like.. 284? hahah i think thats okay la haha gotta follow some feng shui also haha oh well i shall do that. haha i wanna do well for o's! hahaha but i think i wont be using much of it if i go oldham hall oh well we shall see hahaa..

went to bk and eat then there was this weird person la!! hahah damn funny hahah okok nvm abt that haha went to queensway shopping center. ahahah i swear its like, malaysia but safer hahaha. saw some baby blue nike bag hahha. i think jer will want to buy it hahah.. okok anyway went to ucla. then bought 2 pairs of shorts hahah cause the other cargo pants cant fit me. so fucking biased la. hahaha dont cater for fat ppl haha oh well

omg omg omg so much to do before v nite hahaha okay! will sleep now hahaha

thanks to chenya, althea, jer, jean, sheng, and bryan u biatch hahahaa :D:D

nights all :D

2006-12-21T20:21:00.000-08:00

HEYYYY i just got back from malaysia!! hahahaha ookok well. on monday, i went to school to collect my results!! hahaah guess what!! i made it!!!! hahahaha oh well. we saw smiles we saw tears. oh well. we'll always be N(A) classes 2006 man! hahaha. tomorrow's gonna be the day for me to return my results! hahaha well my scores are.

english- one:D:D:D:D:D
combined humans- four!?!?!?!?!?!
dnt- two:D:D:D
maths, geog, science- three. hahaha good enough for me man.
chinese!!! OMG HAHAHA UNGRADED! FUCK LA! hahaha okok nvm hahaha

went to take pics. sadly i wanted to take more but no time hahaha okok cant rmb much hahaha.

went to malaysia on tuesday. it was planned to be like a 1 day thing. and be back by night. but the rain was soooo damn heavy hahaha. it was pouring like everyday!! hahaha 2 days straight actually. hahaha so we stayed the night. it was like 350 rm? hahaha thats abt 175 per night hahaha quite good. hahah when we wanted to see the night sky view, all we saw was like frost hahaha. cause of the rain and stuff hahaha. oh well then we stayed the night hahaha. had dinner at some pig knuckle coffee house hahaha. it was still raining then. luckily we found a cab and cabbed back to mutiara haha. okok then the night was like cold cold cold !! hahahaha.

the next day we went down for breakfast hahaha damn sucky la really. oh well. after that it was ard 11. then we went on for more shopping hahhaa. we were at holiday plaza hahah shopped till we dropped la! haha so tiring haha. was suppose to check out at like dunno what time hahaha. then i told my mom to go for some spa thing and i would stay in the hotel to sleep hahaha.went for dinner at meishan restaurant hahaha. and we packed some really good black pepper crab for supper :D:D hahahah it was good hahaha but kinda small. so pewwny haha. eat already then sleep hahha.

i swear it was still a damn cold night hahaha couldnt sleep much la. hahaha then suddenly my phone went to the alarms wah lao eh. i woke up like countless of times hahaha. some more i set the tone to the high pitch thingy hahahah. then we woke at 9. hahaha then went to macs for breakfast hahhaa. it was like. soso only hahaha all the shops were still closed hahah so oh well went back to the hotel then left for parkson. my mom bought some stuff from the home department store then went for lunch at char chan teng hahahahaha stupid la. the food was like. soso still. but my beef chop was good haaha my sis got some weird cold garlic noodle and my mom got dunno what noodle hahah it was alright la but my mom didnt like it so she didnt eat much hahaha. after that, my mom wanted to go for some hair treatment thing but then she didnt so i stayed in the room and after that we packed and left for singapore! hahaha i was dying to use the com!!! haahha but now no one seems to be online hahaha. our last stop was city square. hahaha i bought my new school bag and 2 pairs of canvas shoes to draw on. hahha looks like i've gotta buy 1 more pair from giodarno hahha. i couldnt get any others oh well. wait till i find cheaper ones alright :D:D haahhaha oh if any one wanna buy or order shoes please let me know :D:D hahaha and u can chose yr theme and i'll do up sth. hahahaa

reached back to sg at abt 7.40 hahaha i bought loads of gum hahaha... yvvvooonnneee!!! i want my bubblegum!!! HAHAHAHAHA

oh well. hahaha got stuff to pack now hahah ttyl!!!

i've drowned you out and all i need is to forget

2006-12-20T08:27:00.000-08:00

the ride of our lives,
is just like a carousel
has its ups and downs.
just like the wooden horses.
prancing joyfully on their wooden decks.

life is just awesome,
with children ridingh happily on varnished backs.
how fun it would it be if you could take this ride with me
the ride of our lives
hand in hand, heart to heart.

the times we spend and the times we will spend.
slowly slip into my mind.
seeing the moments in life.
i wish i could be with you.
every step of the way.

with you by my side.
with you in my arms.
i want you.
i want you, to take this ride with me.
the ride of our lives.

i've just crashed. and all i see are tears.
tears that roll and tears that flow.
i'll never forget you.
and what we did.
that that fruitful night,
when we went our ways.
too much damage was done.
for our ways to be mended.
and so we've parted.
on our journey together.
lovers to friends.
i guess its all over.
i'll always be hurt in a way that best friends dont get hurt in.

2006-12-18T09:18:00.000-08:00

sighhh its 9.20 haaha received a sms that cheered me up although it was far from hope hahha. oh well. its...... 4 hrs and 40 mins to my results and im getting damn anxious abt it. i was like picturing what it would be like. sighhh the good ending and the bad ending. regardless of which. i will have pictures taken :D oh my i didnt know i had friends. hahha i really needa say thanks to don. for all the stupid things i've done, hahaha u've been the one to talk cock still. and all that have prayed for me thanks. jer you've been like a brother to me man. thanks so much. jean. you've been as close as a sister to me. and thank you for your prayers and i hope they will be answered. :D:D

as for others. thanks in anyway :D:D now i've gotta find melody. better tell her to stop thinking abt the stupid shit college. hahaha.

2006-12-17T00:20:00.000-08:00

its been long. and now i feel free. but empty at the same time. oh well hahaha..

had a rough night and made it till morning. well. i wanna really say thanks to gregory. of all people greg! omg hahaa chu sheng, gavin, angie, melswee, jia & jer... and finally and especially, liyana. thanks for making me realise things i never did. oh well. we'll be friends. hahaha. soon enough.

anyway work was really tiresome!!!!! today was damn bad la! i feel giddy now hahaha so many people didnt take the flyers la omg. so irritating. oh well tomorrow is the last day so yippie! hahaha
we were working opposite some girl who was selling mp3s and mp4s hahaha. and i couldnt sleep at all with the loud music la! hahaha i was so tired, i kept jerking hahahah you know sub consciously la! hahahah

after abt 6 plus i went to newton with greg and i went to matts hse. fucking 171 whole life take so damn long one la hahaha in the morning when im going to school also hahah then i was kinda damn lazy to walk to the other bus stop. oh well haha. went into matts hse at abt 9? hahah had a good chat. and i let go. i needa find the song let go!!!! wth. its with gavin hahaha. oh well.

had bbq until late hahaha reached home at 11.35 then my mom walked in after 2 mins. then followed by my sister and her boyfriend hahaha. damn funny la. oh well. hahha. the bbq was damn fun. well it covered up everything. i felt like me again. like the grudge just left. im not talking abt the stupid movie hahaha. oh well. i have work tmr again. fuck.

anyway anyone going to causeway point? drop by and help me pick some flyers k? :D:D:D

its on the 4th floor and its near courts. im outside the computer shop hahah come find me okay!!!! wanna finish early tmr :D hahaha

2006-12-15T16:31:00.000-08:00

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends

come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.
Why do all good things come to an end
I only feel gravity and I wonder why
Traveling I only stop at exits

2006-12-14T22:00:00.000-08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhh tuesday and thursday is fun fun fun fun fun! hahahaha so gay oh well dont care hahha got damn alot to talk abt sia hahaha!!! tuesday was sentosa with mattang kevin and gavin hahahah we met at abt 11. i was early :D hahaha then i met gavin then we went to eat. at abt 12 we went to eat at the food court. hahaha had pork rib rice nice nice hahaha then went to the bus interchange haha hopped on the charted bus then went to sentosa hahaha we went to palawan beach.

so crowded la hahah anyway we were like digging a hole for me to get buried in hahhaha like digging my own grave la so suay hahaha. anyway it was damn heavy la.. hahahahahah damn scary also hahaha. was damn uncomfortable. hahah got some pics but that stupid mattang havent send yet oh well will up load when im free. sighh i dunno if i got the time. haha oh well. met sam lee also ahhaha had a hell lot of fun la. sam was trying to dive for a freesbee and get it on camera and we couldnt get it right so he just kept falling and falling hahaha damn funny. gavin and kevin also tried hahah they looked like they were dancing in the pics hahaha all same positions one haha

oh oh!!! i was damn shocked la.. i found a coconut on the floor hahaha guess waht i wanted to do hahah i tried to peel the husk out. ahaha i whacked it on the side of a wooden table then i started tearing it hahaha i got some pics hahahah and a video hahha we made some asshole retarted videos also. not revealing it. its effing dumb hahahahaa... oh well that was all for tuesday hahahah reached home at 11. hahahaha bumped ard at vivo before going home hahaha..

NOW THE FUN PART! hahaha

PULAU UBIN! HAHAHAH went to pulau ubin and met the others at tanah merah at 11. marcus was late. he came at 11.20 hahha. oh well i was 6 mins late. i was caught in a jam la. i think 4 to 5 cars collided. COOL LEH hahahahah anyway took bus number 2 to changi village hahah then took a 2 bucks bump boat ride. haah i still feel it now hahahaha. oh well reached pulau ubin and started cycling at abt 2? hahaha damn late la. mattang had to eat and eat and eat hahahah

we were trying to get out of the sun la! then after abt 10 mins i almost crashed into mattang then smart ass gavin said if i know how to control i wont bang into him hahah guess what! he got his retribution! ahahaha he's a damn laughing stock now la hahah that idiot hahaha. we were going down hill. damn shiok la.. hahahahahaha too bad i dunno how to ride without hands haahhaha. then! suddenly!! BRAANNNGGGGGGG gavin the best cyclist in the world, flew over his bike hahahaha. then i started laughing until i reached the bottom of the slope hahahahahaha. then he said his skin come out then i got off my bike hahahaha its damn sick la! omg. seriously. its on my display picture now hahahaha. he needed 4 stiches for it hahaha. i followed him back since i was the slower rider. hahah but not the dumb and hao lian one hahaha!!!!!

anyway after that it poured at abt 2.40 hahahah 40 mins of cycling that the hao lian kia fell hahaha loser leh really hahaha.. BAO YING hahahaha! hahaha anyway when the others came back i wanted to cycle in the rain. hahah it was damn fun i tell u. haha we went off track to go on the rougher terrain. i was damn fun i swear! hahahaha and muddy and wet and cold and shiok!! hahah went down hill and rode in like rocks mud water and alot of branches hahaha so fun la! hahah cycled for like an hr or so haha then we went back to bring gavin back to singapore hahah it was damn funny la! haha on the jetty i was looking at he speed boats and bumpboats. haha then i saw this old uncle hahaha damn funny la he was rowing his sampan hahahah damn cute! hahahah i think he was staring at me when i was taking some pics hahaha. looks quite emo actually hahaha.. like artistic shots :D hahahahah okay okay well that was it. hahahaha band tmr then work on the week ends. hahaha then. its results. hahahah oh well im having too much fun now. i hope bangkok on the 19 will be a joyful one :P

2006-12-02T09:21:00.000-08:00

ahhhhh this is post number 250 hahha damn little right hahaa.. well today was damn tiring. i went to the doc today. sighh got some pills that would make me drowsy and i took it before i left my hse for ikea. it was damn fun la haha. but well before that. my mom and i were damn effing pissed with the damn bus driver. anyhow talk cock then say that the next bus is at 6.45 when i saw the list which said 5pm haha so that was the journey there haha so much for "getting there is half the fun" hahaha. reached there at abt.... 5 plus? hahhhaaha HAD TO LINE UP TO GET IN! OMG hahaha. ahhhh dammmitt la.. it was so crowded and some shittty indian girl cut my queue. bloody hell. hahaha oh well. there was a woman in green hahaha she's damn zai la. didnt let her pass at all hahaha.. my sister let her go la. i swear if she wasnt a girl i would have pull that person back ahhahaha.. walked realllllyyy realllyy long hahaha.. then finally had dinner. but! i had to line up before 50 to 60 people ahaha. but the food there was kinda good la. hahah there was like western and chinese hahaa.. if any of u go. u better try the meat balls. gosh its good hahaha.. oh oh then we sped to find the roller chair hahaha im spinning on it now actually hahahaah thats all i ever wanted haahahah so now i got a new comfy comp chair hehehe. i fixed it in abt 15 mins since its DIY hahaha and had to do my sister's one haha. see i feel like some maid. only when it benefits her then she'll ask nicely. oh well she does treat me to lunch now and then hahaha..

ahhhhh holiday plans to thailand!! hahahaah or maybe other places. i think i should be free next week hahha. so i think the sakae sushi thing is still on hahaha.. might be going with alex, don, gavin and dunno who else haha. oh well.. anyone wanna come? hahaha

omg omg omg omg i wanna play battle field hahaa jerald you on anot hahahaha.. :D

2006-11-29T08:23:00.000-08:00

AHHHH went to mattangs hse to jam today. sighhh it was fun. hahah it's been long huh. haha anyway played with heng and mattang and.... ALEX NG! haha he kept asking us to play numb. moron la hahah anyway. played hotel california and tears in heaven. haha i got the whole song. except the chorus. sighh im playing chords for most of the songs hahaha.. tmr im practising for that thing you do. haah why so old songs hahaha. oh well. im meeting li in the morning too (: cant wait. hahha.. going with heng and i left her keys in mattangs bag sighhh.. oh well im damn tired. shall sleep now hahha (:

2006-11-28T15:10:00.000-08:00

sigh. whats a family that doesnt communicate properly? well i dont see a point in anything now. love between siblings? fuck that. my internet is fucking screwed and the wireless router is in my sister's room. all i did was ask her to restart it for awhile but nooo. shes talking to her valuable friends. why the fuck do people create "brbs" or "wait awhile" or "ttyl gotta restart my com" for fuck ah. wah lao eh. just 5 mins also cannot. like she'll die without talking to her friend. what kind of moron is that sia. exams coming still fuck around by watching anime on youtube. fuck la. i think im going out. and staying out. fucking shit face person who slacks in the room opposite mine. fucking cheebye. its not once not twice. it has almost been like what, 5? 6? years already. fucking enough of this shit. i wish i was in the hostel again. without seeing that bitch face of hers. fucking bitch. oh i dont do the dishes, i dont clear my mess, i dont this i dont that. fuck you! you dont do nuts either. " oh i got exams", " oh im tired help me wash the dishes please" fuck you understand. if she wasnt my sister i'll punch her face.

oh latest news. she just said its fucking irritating to be living with you now. well i think i'll just leave then. fucking cheebye. oh yeah the whole world revolves around me huh. think again bitch. who's the one who cleaned the fucking toilet with all the hair and slime stuck to the drainage. whos the one who cleared the fucking choked sinkhole. bloody bitch. who cleans up after her. who shuts up when she asks me to. who lives with the fucking piano louder than my music who has to pick up after you. WHO STAYS UP TO PICK U FROM THE CAB? but noooo u just come up without telling me when i could have been sleeping. yeah yeah im fucking selfish and u dont want to stay with me right. then i'll just fuck off huh. bloody bitch.

just fuck off from my life.

pest.

2006-11-27T15:08:00.000-08:00

well i've been thinking alot lately. its going to be around 3 weeks to my results. sighh. my fears are rising again. if some of you know. i was super uber worried for my results after my dnt paper. i knew i flunked dnt cause it was effing hard. i guess i didnt study properly. i totally blanked out during the first 15 mins. i was like shit shit shit. and i saw john laughing around. sighh. i guess it was really hard. i remember the stupid mistakes i made for chem and physics. sighh. i thought i would do well for the mcq but i only got a 31/40. i mean i could have gotten 3 or 4 more marks. sighh and now its all up to the section 2. im so hoping for like abt 60 marks for both. means 30/60? thats a just pass. hahaha. oh well i guess if im really not cut out for sec 5 i guess i have to start working. i dont exactly know the meaning of hard work now cause i dont really work my ass off.. heh i mean who well.. lol i did at home for abt 4 days and now im slacking my butt off. haha. my math paper was good though. i wrote down stuff on my arm to check the answers with other people and i totally forgot what my loser math teacher said haha. oh well that makes me to loser i guess.. i didnt know what was tallying so i just put a number. it was suppose to be the lines. omg. I FORGOT! but i think i can do well hehe. english was fucked as well. sighh, okok i must stop. im going to play poker with li (:

sometimes i just wanna escape

2006-11-26T01:04:00.000-08:00

sighh i feel like a maid. for fucking sake. im not. i stuck my fucking hand into the sink hole to scrub the slime. now i have to clean the toilet. its just going to be dirty again la. wah lao eh.

oh well. i wanted to do it sooner or later. if not my mom wont be able to sell the house. she doesnt seem to be doing anything. oh well fuck it. im fine with anything. theres nothing that i havent experienced yet if i stay here. oh well. i guess its fine. im living in my own social status area. im not like my sister who has high aims. well some say its pessimistic or unrealistic. but i dont want to be over optimistic. i do dream. and i have dreams. but are the dreams far from grasps? well thats the reality. i just watched a beautiful mind and its making me think alot. about other people. why do they think in such ways and what makes people want to change. like my sister. she wants to move out of my neighbourhood sooooo badly that she's not happy with whatever's here in the house and makes me do her shit. she wants to sell her clavinova and she's asking me to do it for her. sighh.. oh well why cant she do it herself? she's soo high class. tsk tsk tsk. oh well lifes like that. lol

im going to cook supper. im hungry heh (:

2006-11-25T00:13:00.000-08:00

SABAI SABAI hahaha...

went to vivo today. met don first then we went together. haha saw chinneeeyyy at amk mrt station. still as all rounded eh? hahaha. i dunno why i keep listening to this song hahahaa bird bird bird tong chai hahaha... sabai sabai hahaha what does it even mean!? haha

anyway we walked around vivo and had long johns. sighhhhh the blazer i want isnt there anymore. i have to search other stalls =( AIYOOOOO i want that blazer la! hahaha oh well. i shall search hahaha. played time crisis 2 omg la. i got owned. hahahaa... aylwin won with only 2 tokens.. SHI BAI LEH hahaha.. oh well.. im damn tired. haha but im going to play fade to black again hahahaha (:

see you (:

2006-11-24T14:25:00.000-08:00

OMG SHIT YOU HENG!!! HAHAHAAH WHY THE FUCK U PIERCE YR EAR!!!! HAHAHAHAHA KENA CAUGHT BY YR MOM ALSO! HAHAHAHAHA DUMB FUCK! HAHAHA DAMN AH BENG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

ANYWAY! OMG FADE TO BLACK IS DAMN NICE IM LEARNING! HAHAHA HENG CAN PLAY IT. FUCK LA. HAHAHA I WANNA LEARN BYEBYE (:

edits? hahah yeah

2006-11-18T22:31:00.000-08:00

sorry guys. misunderstood you. well. i was moody thats all. piles up la. if u know what i mean. i guess i was wrong as well.

i think i can start figuring out who are the friends?

i wonder why i wasnt wanted there. kindly tell me?

yeah no worries. im calm. got my beauty in my room (: red, wooden, beauty (:

2006-11-14T21:31:00.000-08:00

ahhhh second post i think i cannot remember. i just finish work already. nothing to do now. sighh..
rejected and alone i am.=(

with regards to the song haha im falling. fallinh sick that is. my gosh i think im down with flu, cough, cold and sore throat which is still healing. sighh...

you're not really helping.

savin' me

2006-11-14T15:20:00.000-08:00

Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'

And all I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'

Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

oh what a day at sentosa

2006-11-12T07:08:00.000-08:00

ahaha. well. was working a few days back. gosh it was fun haha. yet tiring haha.. the first day we were picked up from harbour front. outside sentosa gantry. i called up the guys. well . it was tim, chu sheng, leo, helmy, xian wen, greg, jotham, jason, and i. haha. it was damn fun! we started off un loading then waited for the rain to stop awhile then we started doing the telematches stuff. it was damn slack. haha. after that we went for lunch break. so much for 1 hr break haha. it ended up to be like 1 1/2 hrs la haha. so we had alot of slacking to do. hah there was another group. they didnt do anything la. haha. they said they needed the sticks haha.. in the end we helped them finish it. haha the othre 2 events were kinda fun. haha. but we didnt really get to play it. after awhile. we had to pack up and prepare to show it to the clients. gosh they were damn picky haha, oh well. snobbish rich people hahahahahaha.. :P

the day ended at abt 6 and we were fetched to vivocity. haha had dinner and met up with yatty and jia. i shared yong tau fu with sheng and ate my chicken rice. it was damn filling hahaha. after that we went to meet tze ping. lol. hes damn fat. i think he's working at GAP haha.. oh well. lucky shit haha.. after that i took a bus home myself. 855. sigh. 1 1/2 hr journey home haha.. reached back at abt 10 or so. i had to make a deal with malcome, the guy incharge said that i would be late. hahaha but i was like the first at harbour front hahaa 6.10 hahahhaa.

okay divert abit. my stupid sis just screamed damn loud cause of a lizard. it was in her cupboard. omg la. she cant catch it. neither could my mom and i cause it jumped out and went behind her piano. now shes angry at us. my god. such a idiot.

okok haha day two was fun la. ahahaha. saw mr chay. haha i didnt know he would even be there la ahaha. i was put with darren. some damn strong guy hahaha.. he was doing logistics with chris. and i was put there too. my gosh its really sai kang. hahah so i changed with some guy lionel or sth like that hehe. so i was put with leo. we slacked like shit la. hahha. i was in the end incharge of sand castles. oh yes the stupid treasure hunt. i was the last person who will tell them the clue. so i told them go to game number 2. simple english right. haha i wasnt even told what the fuck is game 2. so i told them. then they were like. HARRR WHAT IS GAME TWOOO?? then i asked if they played the game yet. they said no. so i told them go to the main area. so they went. okay fine. then another group. it was leo's group. knowing leo with his poor english i helped him by telling them its at the main area. when i told them that. they said. NOOOOO ISNT IT HERE!!!???? THEY SAID GAME AREA 4 RIGHT?!?! THIS IS GAME AREA 4 MA!!!! what the fuck laaaa..... stupid people.. run singapore's tourism sector yet so dumb. if u see people playing a game u havent played yet, obviously you'll know that thats the game left right? i mean i sid GAME 4 hahaha... dumb asses. haha . anyway got paid 70 on that day and got paid anot 10 for the bet with malcome haha.. the guys were great. they told me to keep the 10 instead of sharing it cause i got the job for them haha thanks guys.. ahhaa.. after that. we met on friday again. to go out haha. collected the rest of the money. it was fun. hahaha.

then saturday. i went out with the few people again. cause it aws helmy's birthday hahaha.. went to town and then played pool. i beat jia!!! wahahhhaa.. quite lucky actually heh. after that played dota. wah damn sian la. used sladar. dam hard to play la. sheng kept creep ksing me hahaha.. so cant farm or lv for nuts. i only took his shared exp. wtf right hahaa.. oh well had dinner. the char kuay teow was damn nice :P hahhaha.. oh well.. got more work now.. gtg!!! (:

ow my tongue

2006-11-03T21:05:00.000-08:00

sigh i bit my tongue during dinner =(

arghhhhhh im in pain haha.. woke in the morning, then ran up my flat from storey 1 to 13 then walked down back home. then i went back to sleep :P
it killed my calf haha.. but well i felt good. haha its been long since i had a good exercise heh. after that woke up from the angel's voice haha. then i came online. wah it was soooooooooooo boring. so i went up and down my flat again haha. then i went for lunch. alone =
haha. but then again. i didnt get to say byebye to her when she went offline. i was asleep. sighh. hope she's having fun at church haha.

then at 7 plus i went for a jog. wah i couldnt even run much. my calf was killing me throughout the whole run so all i did was walk haha. oh well.. its been long. yes its been long haha.

watching charmed now. sigh. had quite a heavy dinner, considering the fact that i didnt eat breakfast and had sandwiches for lunch haha.. oh well.. im going off now. sigh

i miss you.

wah lao

2006-11-02T12:29:00.000-08:00

haha im getting so damn lazy haha. was suppose to go jogging this morning. wah laoo ehh... looks like i lost the bet hahaa.. i just woke up, and its like 12.30 now heh. actually i did wake up. but well. hahaha so lazy! ahh! hahaha okay i'll do some exercises later in the afternoon haha.. sigh

been jamming. lol online. nothing to do at home la. im going to call dunno what guy abt the job thing. i hope we get it :P haha .

aiya nothing to talk abt already hahaha oh well byebye (:

what the hell?

2006-10-29T02:09:00.000-08:00

hur hur me backstabbing? come on la. what the hell did i say? its was just a sentence. not a direct comment shooting that person right. so happened that he left early and left me to clear their stuff right. must sms you one ahh... i was in camp so i didnt sms la. wah lao. like that also can.

ANYWAY, im not even angry that they left the mess. we all didnt know what to do with the stuff. so yeah i dont blame him. but was it you room? no right. oh well. looks like i still owe you money. oh well.

had camp yesterday.

went to cut my hair. haha. mohawk again? then got a beanie. quite cool actually heh. then i went to sarinbun campsite. walked in the rain with gavin. what the hell. i was drenched, and my stupid jacket wasnt water proof haha. reached the campsite at like. 3 plus la. crazily wet. haha.
the night was damn bad. didnt sleep at all. haha.. stayed up scratching and playing tai tee. hahaa... poor xin wen and desmond hahaha... got hike today and we played tai tee at night haha.. oh well it was fun and helped me to pass time. haha.. i was like u[ at 1.48 am. then i closed my eyes. dozed off. then when i woke up. it was only 1.51 am hahaha like what the fuck la hahaha... but after like 3 games of tai tee.. hahaha it was almost 4 haha...

i scared gavin haha.. damn funny.. he thought some one was touching his shoulder. but was me. oh well my snores gave it away hahahaha..

sighh... today damn tired haha.. went back home from kranji haha.. 20 mins and i got home haha. gavin what time did u reach home? hahaha. went home. settled my stuff. then i went online. my goodness i seriously need help. virus attacks. sigh.. scanning the com now haha.. oh well. i think can already heh. thank you thank you. heh. slept until my sister woke me up haha.

then got scolded by my mom again. cause of my hair. haha my sides are growing verrryy fast i dunno why hahaa.. its like i just cut it a day ago. and now its growing abt 1 mm hahaha.. oh myy... hahaha

dressed up and left for my sister's birthday party at california pizza kitchen haha.. it was dammn nice i tell you haha.. met my auntie on the way and went together. haha got the cake at hilton hotel then went down to the restaurant. haha.. settled some stuff then hiang kiat came. she didnt regconize me at all haha the beanie and the new fats i guess waahahah.. saw other farmiliar faces as well. then chit chatted haha. funny bunch. haha. well. they're still at macs now haha.. thought they went clubbing. hahah knowing them huh, :P haha. oh well, i wonder what my sweet sixteen birthday will be haha.

goshh im so tired. but i have to stay up. gotta wait for my sister to come home. haha. oh well. listening to music. makes me sleepy. hahah but wouldnt it be good if that happened when i was in camp haha.. got so many bites. ahhh im just so sweet hahaha.....okay nvm wahahaha

kk im going to fix my com. cyaa

cleaning up my room

2006-10-26T05:16:00.000-07:00

sighh... today i was late again. haah im always late when i have meetings during the hols. haha.. i wonder why haha.. oh well.. met elgin and yu wai in the dining hall. then they helped me clean up the room haha.. had to clean up all the mess that aylwin and aj left. haha and i found a cockroach the other day. so sick haha..

i forgot my card! hahah so i had to find mr andrew to help haha... and then after cleaning up. we left. i didnt know where to go. plans suddenly canceled. but oh well..its okay haha.. went to bugis. damn paiseh la.. yu wai was like laughing like an idiot haha.. then we went to some arcade. hahaa.. royston vs elgin haha.. whopped 3 times man elgin you suck hahaa..

sighh. wanted to meet my sister. but ended up sleeping on the train all the way home.. lucky got my ipod heh, kept me company. haha.. woke up at yck. then went home. bathed. then wasted my phone battery, so i can let it charge now. haha... oh well..

nothing to blog abt. hahaa.. looking forward to tonights prison break. heh :P

okayyyy going to bathe now.. (: byebye

oh its tuesday

2006-10-24T10:27:00.000-07:00

siiiggghh... its like i have nothing to do. ahaa... well at least you're back home safely. i thought something terrible might happen to you. lucky you're safe. so thankful for that. haha. i missed you so. glad that you're back. did you have fun? (: sorry i was kinda tired so i didnt talk much to you heh... call me?
:)

been thinking about oldham hall.. i think its really great that i got to experience hostel life. and i want more. sighh.. i think its best for studying. sigh. just keeping my hopes high for next year. well lets just wait for my results. haha.

today was damnnnnnn long. rainy too.. woke up at 11. thought my family would be pigging out but i was wrong ahah. i was the pig. :P cant help it right! hahahah... then i got out, used the com, and left for northpoint. went to eat. mom got cranky. pissed us all off.. oh well... it turned out fine. started talking. sorry mommy =( heh

i had. damn nice noodles. missed these heartland food haha.. its llike.. oldham hall food... my goodness. i need to lose those second helpings from oldham hall.. hahaa.. i just started playing ragnarok.. i kinda love it still haha... but its so boring already.. short entertainment span i guess haha. my living room is soo hot i cant stand the heat.. i wish i was in.......................... alaska hahaha.. well maybe not. ahaha..

ve'been like out of touch with tv eversince i left haha.. but i just cant wait for prison break to be shown again on thursday haha.. so exciting already. their breaking out. hahaa.. but theres a long way more.. haha.. say sneak peaks at season two already. haha i think its going to be one hell-of-a-ride hahaa.. RAHH cant take it hahaha! and i cant download!!! my sister says its damnnnnnnnn dangerous already haha.. im not risking 20 grand hahaha.. thats the fine la! haha and i could be sent to jail.. =\ scary ahaha

i cant view friendster!! hahaha... still blocked.. sigh.. got so many new friends i want to add hahaha... oh yes i've got some people on my msn list. haha.. their nick names are like chinese la.. sooo cheena hahaa.. i wonder who they ahh. haha. chinese nick names! my goodness..

sigh, got high last night. didnt sleep early hahaa, alyssa was on, so i just spammedd hahha..

ah so bored. nothing to do online.. same thing. haha.. i think i might go play footman frenzy or sth later.. but now. hahaha.. i have shout outs!! hahaha................

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO:
MING HUI- hey girl whats up! hahah 15 already eh?? hahaha..
HUIZ- heyyy 18 years old! my goodness isnt that kinda old already hahaha.. well thanks for being there for us when we were in the hostel (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:
my OLDER sister hahaha.. 21! thats not very young.. hahaha must be optimistic! hahaha so youre not old YET just not young either hahaha.. i cant go for camp cause she's having a party so im not missing that one out haha.. but im like.. the LONER! noOooOOooOooooooooOOO!! im going to be stuck...... with.....my......mom.....and.......aunties....... ARGHHHH!!!! shit shit shit.. dammiit. and i dont get ang paos. rahhss...

WHILE FOR ME?
i spent my birthday last year with friends. well only 2. and got scolded on the 1st of jan for not going home haha.. spent the night at airport. haha.. first time. oh i feel like a virgin WAAAHAHAHAHA. dumb. haha okay nvm.

i've got nothing to do!!!!!!! rahh i wish i was in the hostel again. haha.. oh well.. need for speed most wanted aint gonna help ease my bordem ahahaha.. i wanna play cs!! hahaha.. that time i was playing the map, aim_ak_colt or sth like that.. hahaha.. got 642 kills and 33 deaths =( not really good cause i kept getting spawn killed. hahaha.. too many players on the map so i spawn on the same guy so i'll die. dumb eh? hahaha.. but i love the kills haha... the pistol map rocks too haha.. tim's better than me haha.. i love the 5-7 gun.. it PWNS all haha..

my sis is still up, she has exams. haha.. unlike me. i need a job desperately if not i'll be staying home blogging my ass away and becoming a bum.
TERRY DONT TALK SO MUCH, DO STH! hahaa.. alright alright, i will! haha. wow i blogged so much.. okay la not much compared to others haha.. but eh. at least i am blogging. hahhaa.. i've got to learn how to make my blog nice! hahaha.. its nice yes but no one sees it. hahaha..

"yr blog is so dead!"

"update larhh!!"

hahaha updating!! making it more alive!! but how to make it appealing! hahaha, add jokes ahh?? aahaha... rahh...

im getting tired? ohmygosh i am! tskk... my bed looks like its calling mee..haha.. drawing closer!!!!!! ahahahaha ugh. poof hahaa.

alright alright im going to play foot men wars ahaha... nights people..

:)

harrrlow

2006-10-24T00:33:00.000-07:00

hahaha its been almost a month.. haha i haven't been online for... god knows how long haha.. cause of my recent N levels. well i think that i've done all i can and i dunno if i did good enough.. sigh. oh well...ve'been trying REALLLYYY hard not to think of it. haha..

23/10/06
the day when i leave oldham hall hostel. i kinda feel "home sick" especially because of the friendships i've nurtured in the hostel. i've gotten closer to the people i would not have thought i would have, if you get what i mean. heh. well. i would like to thank a gazillion and one people for making my stay in OH a wonderful experience. haha. well.. the one person infront of the gazillion people is you girl. hahaa.. well i guess you know who i mean. (:

it was you who stuck through it with me. and see what it turned out to be. haha i've controlled ( i guess haha ) well i've tried. haha thanks alot to you :)

well. to the OH boarders who've made my second home brilliant, hui zyi, christabel, yee wern, yvonne, rui ann, dharlini ( how to spell that man ) allen, lukas, candice, xiu ling (thanks for the kueh? ) sze ching, cooro, cindy and many more. i would like to thank you for making my last month in oldham hall memorable. haha.. they've been really wonderful.. its like, the first few weeks or rather months, we the barker boys as we are labeled as, would stick together. as in really.. breakfast lunch dinner hahaha... but when the others came to really welcome us, we felt really happy to have friends like you guys (: thanks.

i would miss the tai tee games, name callings, ( octopus eh?)

the love that blossomed eh? hahaha.. huh ayl? did i hear something? hahaha.... AH yes of course. timothy!!! NOMINEE FOR PROM KING! hahaha... inez eh? hahaha.. i hope he doesnt see this hahaha.. oh yes oh yes! AJ! hhaahaha MR COOLIO! hahaha.. dances like a duck :P hahaha.. hows sue wen hahaha, ah yes sue wen, the last person i got to know in OH. haha.. danced with her. didnt know who she was on the dance floor. so yeah hahaha.. nice to know you too (: AJ! SHES J2!!! hahahaha... my good ness.. hahaha..

oh yes the AHMS! hahaha.. MR HALIM hahaha cool guy man hahaa... hell lot of PS2 games hahaha.. was scarying my ass off when i was in his room with the rest playing FATAL FRAME II hahaha.. scarry!! hahaha... damn analog keep vibrating hahaha... make me scared hahaha.. then john played for me haha. haha. miss chinyee hahaha.. thanks for being the BALL OF LAUGHTER hahahaha... hahahahah.

the HMs! mr andrew and mrs mag. my goodness.. where would i be if not for you guys. hahaa.. thanks for the exam advice and the smiles (: wouldnt have felt more welcomed hahaha..

sigh.. but i still feel something is missing from my life now hahaha.. i just wish you could enjoy what i experienced. and i hope for a new year in OH next year (:

on a not so happy tone..............................

how fragile can love be.
i mean.
you can say i love you one minute and the next minute,
not even see the persons' existence.

sigh.
how fragile can love be.
i must say that love is a game for 2,
and can never be clapping with 1 hand.
how fragile can love be.

hurdles infront of couples,
and loved ones walking away from the troubles that they cannot overcome.
sigh.

how sad it would be for the petals to be plucked off by the spoilt kid.
the hard work that the garderners have spents to make a flowery relationship blossom
to bear fruit,
turn sour and break down because of the one spoilt kid
that would change their future together.
sigh.
how fragile can love be.

im so glad that im loved-

oh wowwiee

2006-09-07T08:53:00.000-07:00

hahaha i've been trying to put songs on my blog. but i cant manage to do it =( hahaha oh well..

i've got like bruises on my shin la! dammit la aj.. fucker.. oh well.. cursing and swearing is not polite! tsk tsk terry terry terry hahahaha =\ hahaha... im going to do math today. ve' been doing maths ytd too.. my gosh.. variations is easy yet hard.. i dunno how they got the answer 30 =( shit shit shit... i must buck up hahaha...

its thursday and its.... 2 days being alone ((: okay luh not that smiley hahahaha... so lonely luh hahaha.. at least got you. hahaha.. nono you hahaha.. of cos you la. hahaa.. wth okay.. i want to go out. but i gotta study , its less than a month to N's hahaa... and less than 4 years to NS hahaha..

eh quincy you were right haha..the veronicas is nice. hahha.. i wonder if i have any of her songs.. or is it their songs haha... eeyer i feel so bored and have no mood to blog any more hahaha.. oh well.. off to my math papers.. hahaha oh yes... people!! remind me to get foolscape paper k? thanks.. ((: hahaha

loves lee.. hahaha.. =)

social studies anyone?

2006-09-05T06:12:00.000-07:00

i still believe
i still believe
its not the end lets start again
i still believe

well.. today i woke up shivering. it was pouring like mad. and i was soooo cold haha.. i had to snug up under 2 blankets to protect myself hahah oh well.. it was abt 4.30 am then when flashes of lightning, flashed in lol.. i couldnt sleep as i HEARD thunder. haha.. i spent the past few days plaing SS tai tee with yu wai.. we would ask each other questions when we passed haha.. so yeah thats the fun of it ((:

hmm... listening compre wasnt that bad, but im not confident of myself getting good marks.. =( so yeah.. it was on air! haha so cool.. didnt know that... eeyer im so sua ku okay okay hahaha.. then we had... almost 4 and a half hours to slack. well study infact haha.. so i played the SS tai tee again haha.. damn fun.. then i got bored. so we went for lunch.. you know its sooooo malu-ating when you didnt book a meal? i got it today... i went there. tapped.. then TEHHHHHHH cannot.. hahhaa... she asked me to try again!!!! so i tapped.. TEHHHHH wah laoo.... pai seh already hahaa.. oh well.. sucks la.. i booked 2 hours late haha.. some 24 hours thing hahhaa...

i havent been blogging mucch.. but suddenly i feel that i have something to blog about. ((: im suppose to be studying chem now.. but suddenly felt like blogging hahaha.. its been raining many days infact. i wonder when would it stop.. hahhaa.. luckily there wasnt thunder during the SS paper.. haha oh yes.. speaking abt SS haha

Social Studies. hahaha... the qns that i was dying and hoping for it to come out........ DID NOT COME OUT!! hahaha.. oh well.. sucks la! i was sooo hoping that conflict of northern island or sri lanka would come out.. but NoOOOoOOOooooOOOOoo... bloodddyyy hell la.. okay so i did health care.. i would love love love to thank my awsome mom who helped me out with the medi save thing.. it actually came in handy hahaha... asking about some statement. which was tooootally dumb... my gosh.. oh yes.. i took 50 mins to do seq instead of 40 mins. sighh.. i mixed up.. mr tang said 40 on seq and 50 on sbq. i did the opposite.. rahhhss.... hmpf nvm.. i did well ((: i hope? hahha the sbq, well... didnt really do the last qns properly. i couldnt see the time. and i thought there was 3 mins left. but then i saw the invigilator stand up and i was uh ohh.. lol.. then he said "put your pens down" but i was still busy scribbling hahhaa... then i was oh shit.. hahhaa. so i put my pen down. then he said write your last sentence -_- TELL PEOPLE EARLIER LA! hahaha.. so i quoted from the background info.. tskkk.. oh well... i have confident in this. but history? ohh momma. hahaha..

we had a birthday bash for elroi today haha.. its his 16 birthday so he was suppose to be beaten up for 16 secs. hahha.. at the 5th second. tim wong was staring at us. then some one said.. tim wong tim wong. hahah, then we started singing happy birthday to elroi hahahha... so dumb.. hahahha they chased sean ng as usual. hahhaa... then mr tang blew his whistle.. EXTRAAA la hahhaha.. so fun haha... well reached back the hostel around 4. sighh... my room mates left me haha... hahhaha actually better. so i can blog in peace. hahaha i know its weird to not let people see you blogging when it appears on the blog hahaha... but its my thanng man hahha... live with it ((: wooahahahhahaha..

going to mug now.. wait. can we drink from it :P

underskined feeings

2006-09-02T19:43:00.000-07:00

i've been thinking lately. when i have the time i would just go through thoughts. good and bad. sighh.. i guess life is really unfair..

oh well.. i guess its N's first.. ve'been doing social studies for dunno how long. and i cant seem to move on.. im still at conflict. and moving on to merger and seperation... why do the governments in other countries pick so fickle leaders haha... oh well.. i better not say. if not i'll get weird malaysians opposing my blog hahahaa... that tunku la! aiyo haha.. im going for math remedial on monday.. i hope i can catch up.. i have to.. sighh.. no more playing for me..

math math math.. im not that bad in it actually.. heh.. i just hope i get an average of b3.. sighhh.. i cant seem to get that thought out of my head.. would it end in a good or bad way? i just hope it can all end in a good way.. because forever is all giving the heart false hope. ahh well we'll see.

=)

2006-09-01T06:57:00.000-07:00

the words to say
the road to take
to find the way back to your heart

-well the day went really fine ((:
it started of with breakfast at oldham hall... rather than tiffany's hahaha.. oh well had porridge.. i think it screwed my tummy.. lol.. i reached home at about 9. and went to take a jog.. it felt good as i knew i had a great day ahead* hahah.. my sis was home until abt 1 so it was kinda boring lol. after that was good! ((: hahaha..

i love my bed now and i cant bear to leave it.. i mean.. i miss it.. i want it all to myself. i dunno why and im not telling why.. hahahah the scent ((:

well i know you know why * haha ;)

1st september- a new month? yes it is.. dont think i can remember any birthdays today haha.. oh well..

thanks for all the talking we've done. but oh well.. alls well ends well (:

i cant wait for the exams to finish.. but yet im scared for it to come.
oh well.. going to mug for SS tomorrow haha.. AJ has a problem spelling tomorrow hahaha.. oh well.. off to find riddles and jokes. (:

2006-08-30T14:31:00.000-07:00

hmmmmmm gavin tagged me! hahahaha wow... scandal!
anyway here goes:
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaints
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you have completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with I have been tagged! then do this.

Current Mood: HORNY! no la normal ;)
Current Taste: lunch!
Current Clothes: school pants and unbuttoned shirt. oh baby
Current Desktop: some toshiba crap
Toenail Colour: natural pink. not nail polished
Current Time: 15.11
Current Surroundings: aylwin
Current Annoyances: gavin lol ((: sorry dude
First Best Friends: ahh yes keith tan lol
First Crush: cant rmb.. kindergarden lol
First Movie: porn i guess :P! no la. i think its barney.. no sesame street. no wait richard scurry. First Lie: i lied that i took money from my mom. WHAT! IT WAS COINS!
First Music: my mom's heartbeat
Last Crush: my current girl (:
Last Movie: ehhhhhh pirates of the carribean 2?
Last Phone Call: liyana ((:
Last song played: run- snow patrol
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: no, theres a line to friend and girlfriend (:
Have you ever broken the law: yes, does law of physics count?
Have you ever been arrested: nope, im an angel
Have you ever skinny-dipped: hell no hahaha i dunno what lies beneath
Have you ever been on TV: yeah in champs. well just as a nobody haha
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: kissed people yes. people i dunno no. lol
no.
5 things you are wearing: shirt, pants, hair, nose, mouth
4 things you did today: slack, rot my brain, love, gosssiiipppp,
3 things you can hear right now: msn sounds, song, rain
1 thing you do when you're bored: sleep so i wont be bored anymore

im tagging..
; liyana!
; jean
; melswee
; rachel
; aylwin

weekends

2006-08-26T19:23:00.000-07:00

hahah im home now.. was up doing my work. then i fell asleep haha.

well ytd, i went to california pizza kitchen with my mom and sis.. haha the pizzas rock! haahaah seriously.. and its not that expensive lol.. well to me it is ex la.. but oh well hahaha... ive still got loads of homework la.. i've got 2 test papers on Social Studies.. sighh... well got 2 results back.
the good and the bad haha...

physics- FAILED! 23/50
Social Studies- PASSED! 32/50

hahaha.. so opposite.. im hoping i pass my chem cause if i do.. i might be able to pass.. hmmm i need 27 to get a 50% hahha..

i think i can pass my combined humans this year.. but oh well if only this was N level.. then again. lucky this isn't N levels. ahaha.. i dunno why im wasting time blogging hahahha...
revently i've just lost the umph to blog.. like zilch. sighh

ive got to start doing the papers already.. so yeah will blog later abt the day.. ((:

byebye-

wtf

2006-08-13T10:22:00.000-07:00

do people have a problem with me using the com in the morning.. its 10 and im awake. then i get accused of playing games. yes i do play games once i wake up. what about that person. what the fuck. anyway. im leaving soon so i wont give i damn.

the past few days were alright. well yesterday was alright, until the evening part. i was in school to study with gavin and keith. so yeah i did math and oliver helped in a few SS and history guidelines. thank you ((:

its only 2 more months-

i love this song - chasing cars

2006-08-12T22:52:00.000-07:00

Chasing Cars

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?

- chasing cars - snow patrol

october skies

2006-08-08T06:34:00.000-07:00

Autumn brings a song I sing so desperately
These shattered dreams from broken wings of love
October skies and city lights were all a blur
And high tide came washing them away

I said, alright, alright, alright
You make the calls tonight
I surrender, this is for real

Church bells ring
The North Star seems so far from me
The costal plains is where my shame shall lay
Autumn trees they shed their leaves to live again
The cold air brings clarity to me...yeah

I said, alright, alright, alright
You make the calls tonight
I surrender, this is for real
I said, alright, alright, alright
You make the calls tonight
I surrender, to your love

And I, I've been running to nowhere
You're nowhere, you're nowhere
And I, I feel something's getting clear
Come clearer, come clearer

a day at home

2006-08-03T13:05:00.000-07:00

well i guess i've overworked and i injured my lower back.. sigh.. i have to go to the chinese doctor with my mom later. and its almost 1. i'll be meeting her soon.

i just finish lunch and im darn full.. i need to start being concious of my diet.. its not as easy as it seems. once you have ready cash. its very easy to start spending. haha.. thats life.. but there are so many wise phrases that contradict each other. but i guess its all for different purposes. like.. you only live once, live it well.. meaning to spend and enjoy life at it is. but if you're a poor bloke, how would you expect to live life to the fullest when he has the bare neccesities. haha.. weird world isnt it.. oh well we're all part of it.

my dnt project isnt going really though. i hope i dont have a pile of homework to do tonight so i can work on my folio.. i hope ridhwan got my knob ): ahaa
i have abot.. 20 to 30 more pages to do. ahh i think my last resort is to do it while im a the sinsei.. gross the smell of that shit thing they sludge on aching body parts just makes me want to puke haha.

im going to change now.. i guess i'll blog again tonight or.. rather another time.. im busy now. some one save me. i need more time.

setting aside somethings now. well somethings have to be sacrificed. =\

someday we'll know

2006-08-03T00:01:00.000-07:00

well its like damn late now and i guess i cant help but blog a bit. its so dark here, and i cant seem to get the light on, because my roommate is still sleeping.. its been almost a month since i moved in to stay in my school's hostel. i wonder sometimes. would it all turn out the way we want it, or rather i want it to be. if some of you know, barker's schooling system now sucks.. especially if you're in the E- band.. i always think that teachers don't lable. and their as good as not buying branded stuff, so why cant school be like thailand or bangkok? a no frills land.. no more discrimination of social status and academic status?

i think that some of my classmates share the same views. we get sent to some room in the office if we go against the more trialest offences like not bringing textbooks or doing work. yes i admit that we as students have to be aware of whats happening in class and shold not be irresponsible by not doing the assigned homework. but still, we should not get punished by missing OTHER lessons right? well. i cant say much as there is always a way around students plea for help and justice. we have no say in what happens to students who go against school rules, as each and every student are treated differently.

anyhow.i went to the gym today.. hoping to relief some anger and fustration. it turns out to be quite a good thing.. actually. however. i think i hurt my back in the process.. well no pain no gain. i felt a little saddist when i was working out in the gym.. i felt like i needed the pain. well i cant say for sure that i enjoyed because my back hurts like damn now. haha

school was alright... once again. with the ingredients of cool breeze, grey sky and boring teachers, i slEEp(slip) into slumber land, again. one thing was for sure.. my day started off by signing up for some blogging contest. and the top prize is like..$3000 and 3g phones. whooo

oh well.. its past 12. and i ought to be sleeping. and i guess i should get my blog freshened up (:

cya guys

Gangshow 06

2006-07-30T23:24:00.000-07:00

i kinda feel like a part of me is ripped out... i mean like it seems just yesterday that i was in sec 1 planning our first skit with our co hord... it was just so much fun..but its all going to be over soon... 3 more people to help out next year..

oh my i wonder..

in the hostel

2006-07-28T10:01:00.000-07:00

hahah im in the hostel now using my room mate's laptop.. some korean guy hahaha... sharing costs for the internet. i hope ayl and aj would chip it to make it 4 bucks a month.. thats quite reasonable hahaha.. considerring how much i use at the lan shop.. lol.. but mostly. i would use it to work hahaha.. im serious..

well gangshow tomorrow. and theres so many things to do still.. i have just finished the guestbook.. which will be coloured tomorrow.. i dont think its nice but i like it.. its my style like it or leave it :D

the skit is in tip top position... but i feel weird when i act.. well i guess im just good hahahhaa.... im doing reception so i get to see my other scout and guide friends.. haha... sel made me beg mr wong to let them dance... hahha im such a kind soul.

i had been soooooo busy this past few days. hahhaa.. dnt scouts dnt scouts dnt scouts.. hahaha... oh yes. and i was sooo busy until i forgot to buy the utensils.. so i got a kind reminder from mr wong today hahhaa.. or rather a few hours ago.. hahha

well thanks leo for lending me his laptop. im going to surf the net and get in touch with the outside world now..

exiled for a month-

last day at home for the week

2006-07-23T11:00:00.000-07:00

well its sunday and im going to accompany my mom to suntec.. she's going to shave her head hahaha... some cancer thing.. my sis doesnt approve of it.. im kinda half hearted haha.. so well.. i cant say much, my mom's got her mind set..

vitamin c tastes like chocolate and fish oil.. sick haha.. my sis got me a new shirt.. its itching now.. haha but its nice haha.. some shark thing.. haha.. i'll be going back to the hostel at abt 5 later in the evening.. i'll miss my mom and my sis.. and of cause you.. nono not you.. you as in her.. :D

well i gtg.. byebye!!

day at home. 21/7

2006-07-21T23:30:00.000-07:00

haha met my mom for a movie. haha pirates of the carribean hahaha.. it was nice.. i loved the part when jak went into the monster's mouth. hahaha.. i mean its sooo courages. haha.. lizzy is hot too hahaha.. was with. lai quin and deborah haaha.. DEE BOH RAH hahaha... ok anyway.. im so tired. haha..

i feel sad but i appreciate it. i really do.
please do not-not care for me. because i need it.
i really need you by my side okay?
:D :D

be mine forever. will you?

omg la.

2006-07-18T20:17:00.000-07:00

haha well its been weeks since i last blogged.. im in my school's hostel. oldham hall.. ahaha my friend just hooked up the internet here.. so im using in a long long time.. it seems to me that my room mates have made a time line for THEM to use haha.. well i shant be disturbed. haha.. im bunking wiith aylwin and aj. haha... this shall be the 3 dormitories boys. ahahaha... oh well..

its been great so far haha.. i must say i do miss home.. haha... my warm comfy bed. :D and not to miss my one and only family.. im sure my mom misses me too.. hahaha.. I MISS YOU MOM! I MISS YOU SIS... ahahha i doubt they're reading this. cause i never raelly tell them about this. hahaa.. and last but not least. i miss her.. she's been really supportive to be on this.. its just a very important year for me. and i appreciate it so much that she understands. im so happy that everyone understands. haha

i have a short notepad document at home. and i've been wanting to post it up.. i think it would just take me another week to post it up... i ve been so away from blogging. i just didnt feel like it.. when i had te motivation, i just would slack in front of my comp. eheh.. like who doesnt..

hahaha anyways. today was alright.. had dnt for the first period.. im somewhat complete but i still have load of evaluation to do.. im kinda into studying already.. haha.. you know, haha.. chemistry is turning out fun ahaaa... but physics is still a bore.. haha.. cant help it. if i have physics at the end of the day. and if it rains.. i'll just fall into dream mode. hahhaa.. i had Pe after that.. it was fun.. hahaha.. played with chusheng, jl, dwight, gavin, raaj, shiva, marcus, sau hiong, and and.. cant rmb hahaha, then we had recess.. sat with don and the others.. felt not welcomed.. ahhaa.. i wasnt really feeling myself after recess.. but alexis ho made me laugh hahaha.. hes such a idiot.. ahaha.. he's damn funny... i some how think i might become like him if i go into teaching..
HA you must be thinking that is if its a when ahhaha...

okay okay!! oral examination.. hahah i fell asleep la... hahaha.. from 3 to 4. hahaha... had a nice sleep (: after that?? hahhaa die die die.. oh well... desired score... 10/12, 12 /12, 13/16 hahah which will get me 35.. hahah how cool.. i talked alot. and used the word cocky.

im gettign along with the rooming people. haha.. and i think. im going to go positive. haha
gangshow's on the way and i cant wait for the 25th and the 29th. ahaahaha.. gangshow! and something else. she's reading.

okay i've gotta study now... wow right? but yea thats the truth...h hahha... AHHH

the H key is screwing up.. HAHAHHAAH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh
:D

see you some time blogger.

oldham hall?

2006-07-07T21:44:00.000-07:00

haiz. the day before i have to move in to oldham hall.. am i doing the right thing?

so much has happened.. sick for like almost a week and when i get back to school. classes are banded. now its 4EA and 4EB. im in A so dun worry. guai group. but i still miss my friends.. its just so different. a year without best friends. now getting stabbed in the back by some. so weird.

its 5 months already. and my love still grows strong. its just so hard to maintain it. but i have to push on.what do i do wrong. what do i not do good enough. what do i need to do. haiz.

tmr 10 pm oldham hall. wish me luck..

its the week

2006-06-18T08:42:00.000-07:00

the week before school reopens. lol

i cant believe it. my june holidays are over in a few more days..

HOWEVER!!

hahaha... oh wow.. this is ghey lol. haha okay okay.. i think i need to brightened up me blog. is like super dead. lol...

you know. the esplanade at night. is just like.. a dragonfly's eye.. lol.. shimmer shimmer**
its dazzling.. its.. wonderful actually.. minus out the stench of the singapore river, minus out the smoking, minus out everyone else.. and that just leaves-->me&you

i was walking past the durians. when i saw a group of malays. running my direction. gawd was i scared.. lol.. then after awhile. i saw another group.. MY GAWD! it was a FIGHT.. well almosst .. lol... DAMN.. well i wanted to see it hahaha....

the new scenery of the esplanade.. its cool its cool. lol.. funny lights... but really nice ambience.. its like.. purple, green, yellow, red, orange, white, blue ... saw the bump boats.. its nice... but it stinks... damn those boat cappys.. earn shit loads of money.. 15 bucks a ride i think.. and it lsts 45 mins.. hahaha... BUT 2 bucks for a ride from singaproe to pulau ubin.. lol.. from changi jetty.. lol.. GHEY GHEY GHEY PLACE!

omg my blog is colourful!!!!! ahahaha.... colourful <> ahaha

well.. this is my last week..and i have a camp. on the 21 till dunno when .. lol.. well.. i guess i would just have to enjoy it.. EXAMS are soooo near... cant believe it.. im going into oldham hall in a few weeks time.. i cant bring myself to study on my own. its really hard.. and requires ALOT of discipline. i dunno if i can do it.. =(

but i'll do my best.. :D

ALYNAI <3 ERTRY

welllll.. i guess i'll sign off now.. wow.. what a nice post in a long time.. lol..

if i can do it,
so can you.
^^^^^^^^^^
WHAT BULLSHIT

2006-06-17T23:58:00.000-07:00

Terry:
omgomgomg so sleepy...this week has been fun loads. lol.. yesterday. as u have read. went out for a movie with li and my sis's friends. haha.. damn fun la.. <3 you.

today was a whole hell lot better.. hahaha.. :D x 10000000

went to see her audition.. lol.. you're my supermodel :D

hahah soooo fun today!!!!

i love love love love today..
>11.10 PM
_
Liyana:
Yes yes! We saw many garfields!
Hahahha. After the audition, we went to burgerking for dinner.
And then to the esplanade and had a BLAST :D
So yay!

Terry and I <3 today!

Hahah. It ryhmes :)

Anyway, I'm tired too.
Too bad we didn't take much pictures aye sweet<3?

Oh well :D

Byebye world.
>11.58 PM

2006-06-17T01:02:00.000-07:00

Terry has been very busy with School lately.

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Nah, i'm just joking.
He's just too lazy to blog.
:D

So Garfield'ish right?
Right right right?

Garfield reminds me of Terry.
:D :D

We went to watch the movie(II) with his sister and friends.
blahblahblah.
Go to my blog for details. Hahah.

Anyway,
Terry is very @^!($@(&$.
He makes up his own rules for English.

Terry : its a fun way to blog
Terry : and i feel fun
Terry : haha
Me : huuuuuuuuh?
Me : How do you feel fun?
Terry : hmm
Terry : like happy la

Hahahahhahahahahhaahhaha.
Awfully adorable...

xoxo
#Girlfriend

2006-06-12T22:48:00.000-07:00

what the hell la

2006-06-03T00:15:00.000-07:00

Edited }

what the ____...... my holiday also get nagged by my mom... what the ____.

I will band you from using profanities from today onwards.
(Especially in public)
:D

LOVE YOU LOADS, SWEET<3 :)
#You're beloved girlfriend

wahahahah

2006-05-27T20:14:00.000-07:00

hahha... 25th may. 5 months.. hahahaa... :DD

happy birthday to jean too haha...

well today.. woke up at abt 9.. then went online.. haha.. went to the sinsei at abt 1.. and the guy was massaging my hand.. it hurt la.. and he was a dick.. so irritating.. lol.. my sis left to town at 4.. then i went home with my mom.. haha.. having home cooked pizza tonight (:

yums.. hahaa..

haiz.. should i go to oldham.. its really my discipline.. can i study alone? i guess i have to when i chose to go to stay in oldham hall with my friends.. AJ aylwin keith and me.. haha.. i think i can do it.. i must do it.. but there are sacrifices to make man.. ahaha... oh well.. ive got to prioritise.. (:

wheee...... my finger still hurts... i think he didnt do a good job.. i meant the doctor.. hahaha..

back frm camp.

2006-05-26T19:10:00.000-07:00

hahaha.. camp was good... well okay fine it was great hahaha... monday, went to school with my bags and stuff... did admin... haha monday was boring... tuesday morning. went to school then slacked till abt 12 plus then played dota with don jontan ayl aj nig and auggy.. hahha... played vs... i like it hahaha... reached back to school and then packed up then we went to the chalet.. haha.. it was damn nice la.. hahah played the first game.. lost la! hahaha my group was... um.. i dunno who la.. haha.. had to jump across the line in a ground sheet hahaha... then had to spin around on a pole 10 times.. haha.. then lift the hula hoop together. then collect water.. haha.. so i just drank from the pail to the bottle.. lol.. did maths paper with don and ayl. then after that.. we went out for dinner.. haha.. went bk to eat.. then we went back.. abt 9 plus.. checked the paper until like 10 plus la .. damn tired haha.. okay then slept on the huge bed bymyself.. cos ayl scared to sleep with me hahahha...

second day was fun.. haha.. had breakfast. then went for pt... pt was in the pool.. hahaha... damn fun.. nigel was swimming away constantly frm yoshi hahaha..ahaha it was tiring la.. had to swim laps and i had to ferry aug on my back for 2 laps.. asshole la that ass. dun wan to carry me... slacker la. haha studied after that.. didnt do much hahahaha... went for some trial.. was damn fun.. we got first!!! hahahaa... damn fun damn fun hahaha.. i answered the questions.. hahaha but some wrong also hahaha... reached back... got 10 bucks for dinner hahha... treat ben to oyster ommelet hahaha.. really nice la hahhaa.. reached back.. then slacked.. played tai di then sleep alr.. hahaha..

the third day.. hahaha... we had no pt. went to stuy on our own.. haha.. then lunch time.. haha.. went to the beach during our fre time.. hahaha... found some frog bone la.. sick hahaha... was latet o check the maths paper oops.. hahahha.... then we jumped into the pool.. hahaha.. after that we went back. haha.. bathed and stuff then studied.. hahaha.. then we had to gather to start the bbq.. hahah the bbq was good.. hahaha.. the steak was nice la... eldud was a freaking pig la.. he kept comin for food... damn FF hahaha.. the chicken was nice oso.. haha i cook one leh hahaha... went out to macs after 12.. hahaha... damn funny la.. we all got high hahahaha... nigel was humping ronald hahahaha.... then my ice cream exploded.. hahaha... i bought the choco cone hahaha... walked back to the chalet hahaha... and slept at abt 3... lol..

woke up at 7.15 haha.. thats kinda late hahaha... i was damn tired la hahaha.. i want more bbq food hahaha... went back to school at abt 10 plus haha.. collected my report book.. lol..

=\ 53%

well i improved by 0.01% hahaha.. and yes i passed chinese! hahahahah.. 55%!1 hahaha so fucking happy hahaha.. but failed alot.. failed 4... haiz.. =hahaha... okay okay.. dinner time!! hahaha

*baby i missed u soooooo much hahaha..

oh where oh where

2006-05-21T21:03:00.000-07:00

im listening to this song over and over again.. im just into it man hahaha... oh well.. i feel better now.. (: packed my bag for camp alr.. but im missing some stuff.. :P hahaha.. oh well.. i cant wait to go jamming... i miss the fun.. haha... with jon heng mattang and kevin.. hahaha.. oh yes.. the zhuo bo one gavin hahaha...

okay here are the lyrics..

Oh, where oh where can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven, so I got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.

We were out on a date in my daddy's car
We hadn't driven very far
There in the road, up straight ahead
A car was stalled, the engine was dead
I couldn't stop, so I swerved to the right
I'll never forget the sound that night
The screamin' tires, the bustin' glass
The painful scream that I heard last.

Oh, where oh where can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven, so I got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.

When I woke up, the rain was pourin' down
There were people standing all around
Something warm rollin' through my eyes
But somehow I found my baby that night
I lifted her head, she looked at me and said "Hold me darling just a little while."
I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss
I found the love that I knew I would miss
But now she's gone, even though I hold her tight
I lost my love, my life that night.

Oh, where oh where can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven, so I got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.
Oooh~ ooooh~

such a touching song.. song name is last kiss.. buy pearl jam... a beauty.. really.. hahaha..

its been long since i've blogged on relavant stuff hahaha.. but whats blogging without crap? hahaha oops... italic on.. lol

ahh much better hahhaa... had to tilt my head just to read what i was typing haha.. learnt many songs through the radio.. and founf myself lately.. well i found myself long time ago i guess.. but i found my place in playing the guitar... although i dun play well.. i feel good.. i play my mood.. i play what i like.. cos i noe i can play (:

some people stop playing guitar due to critisism.. but thats not the way that life is.. life is a bumpy road. with humps and bumps.. ups and downs.. goods and bads.. haha.. u get the point.. we should keep striving for what you want.. there are always people around that will be backing you up.. people need you..and people know the truth!! so why not give it a shot? hmm? come on.. your friends are behind u on this.. and im sure u know i am too.. (: come on..

just printed out scores and tabs for the camp haha... and as usual im bringing my guitar (: hahaha.. time for some old time music.. hahaha.. okay la not that exaggerant.. lol.. i wonder if there's such a word. hahha...

grumble grumble.. always grumble.. my stomach i mean.. hahaha... its almost 9. and im waiting for dinner... * like im doing anything abt it
hahaha...

well... migration isnt everything.. its just the beginning.. hahaha... blossoms and flourish.. strengthens and bonds.. key words to just 1 word.. you ass.. (: little code there eh? haha..i'll be honest with you.. im not ready for it yet.. i dont know abt you. but i do wish for u the best.. and at a cost. i would and in time i will sacrifice what i need to do for you.. i hope you'll see this soon... cos i really mean it..

i've been flooded by things.. stuff and ideas.. but ultimately, i know one things for sure. i would want to spend my days in company..
-*shoulder twitches.. i dunno why haha
i think its time to wake up frm the fun and joy and get down and dirty..
datelines are to be met.
promises are to be kept,
and,
love is to be loved.

(:

"hold me darling just a little while"

Migration

2006-05-21T18:40:00.000-07:00

Migration.
a very big word..
a very vast meaning..
a very big decision..
a very big sacrifice?

internal migrations are bearable..
external migrations are imbearable duhh..
but how to handle it?
or rather.
how would i be handling it...

sorry i dun wish to continue this blog post*

oh my heart

2006-05-20T06:42:00.000-07:00

haha i am soooooo delighted.. haha.. im looking up hair designs.. haha u noe patterns heh.. i think its going to be damn cool hahaha...

today was great.. haha.went to meet kevin and thow at balmoral.. hahaa.. played dota and cs for abt 2 hrs.. then went to meet lee.. haha.. spent abt an hour.. a good long hour.. i loved it.. (:

You can stay tonight,
And make everything alright.
You can hold me down,
And tell me that you're right.
Tell me what it's like to be alone.

My <3

2006-05-16T21:51:00.000-07:00

It's never ending.
That flame that grows inside.
We're starting something, when our hearts collide.
I'll be there, to lift you just a little higher;
Fill your spirit with desire, all my love.

my last paper. a bad day

2006-05-15T21:42:00.000-07:00

heyy.... aiiyoooo i dunnoooo larrhhhhh.... finish my paper already then went to play dota... super sian... didnt really play well.. so i was pissed... didnt play a second game =\.. okay okay,

went around talking abt stuff.. so boring...

dnt paper... hahahha.. shell structures... ants nest.. what the hell la.. hahaha, frame structure... spider web.. whahahahaahh... so dumb.. i dunno if can do well for the electronic part..lol.. oh well..

reached home late again.. got kind of a scolding.. =\

10 may (:

2006-05-10T22:10:00.000-07:00

i love today i love today.. hahaha.

but baby, i want it all back.. lets go back to the days we had..

1 more paper left! hahaa... tml having cme.. like thats so dumb la! haha.. civics and moral education... oh yes i have morals... really good ones hahaha.. last paper is on monday.. haiz... design and technology.. i dunno if i can even do well for this mid year exams la.. haiyoo.. oh well.. haha..

oh baby u need my guitar huh.. hmmm why arent you picking up my calls...

=\ piiicccckkkyyy uuupppp ttthhheee pppphhhhoooonnnneee!!!
haiz i miss u soo much... arghghhh...

holiday's are coming soon.. can't wait.. haha// im watching incredible tales now... the actings are like.. oh my god so dumb? haha..
eh shit man... but its scary lol... ARGHH my leg hair is standing hahaha... oh my fuck... my dustbin chute just banged!! oh my fuck oh my fuck.. the sound effects!!! ahhhh!!! *ahem im not scared okay!!!!
oh so effing dumb.. the child's father is super lazy la.. at night sleep like pig.. after noon sleep like pig.. hahhahaha... fall down already then wake up.. lol..

okay im hungry.. haiz.. i think i'll wait up for you to wake up. =<3

hahah i finished this post at 10:10 pm on the 10 of may hahaha

hahaha

2006-05-05T21:03:00.000-07:00

... finally!!!! hahaha... i can come online after abt 1 week? hahaha.. oh well.. u know.. the N level paper... is sooo much easier than my mid year exam.. haha... geog paper... oh gosh la.. my map reading... it took me like 30 to 40 minutes to get it done!!!!!! so hard.. haiz... lucky my map got some pencil marks already hahahah... did only 3 out of 4 questions... what the hell la.. didnt do human geog.. heh.. maths papers.. haiz.. i realise my mistake and could do the sam question just after the paper la!! so shitty haha..

tml is polling day hahaha.. damn funny la.. PAP? hahaha.. i dunno who la.. politics suck.. no wait. i suck at politics.. i rather not get involved haha..

oi how many times u want me to say i love you? huh?

<3

hullo luh haha

2006-04-30T22:15:00.000-07:00

blog blog bloog hahaha.. im super high.. hahaha.. happy birthday shu en.. hahaha.. 14 alr! haha... baby ure 14 too.. u all are aunties alr! hahaha... old old old aunty hahaha..

okay okay.. im only joking.. dun wallop me hahaha..

i cut my hair.. i look like a dick. i might get caught for my fringe.. desmond, xinwen, if u see this.. haha.. fuck man.. my fringe... its like.. 1 inch shorter again... what the hell..
actually no la.. its just thinner.. haha.. i dun look so bad i think.. hahaha.. just need abit of wax and a bit of action.. then i'll look okay. haha.. not saying i look like tom cruise.. haha.. how i wish.. hahaha...

i have soooo many things to do. i dunno what to start... i have to study.. i think its kinda too late.. oh what the shit right. haha.. well i have my n'level dnt project.. i need to do my image board.. hahah.. gotta find some stupid pics.. uhhhh so shitty .. hahaha.. oh well.

im in love with you girl..
<3

28th april

2006-04-28T09:10:00.000-07:00

baby, i know its over. but the memory still stays. this day is what i wanted all along. but some things have made it badd.. lets make it better next year..

i love you so.

sometimes i feel so ashamed.. you know why.. (:

happy birthday girl.. you're 14!! happy happy happy birthday! (:(:(:

oh mi gosh

2006-04-23T06:24:00.000-07:00

hahaa.. ahhh.. tml got napfa run.. die die die... im 91 kgs! but i lost 1 inch off my stomach!! what logic!? hahaha.. oh well..

I <3 LIYANA...
I <3 LIYANA...
I <3 LIYANA...
I <3 LIYANA...
I <3 LIYANA...
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hey u girl. whatcha doing these things for

2006-04-22T20:50:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey.. hahaha.. 14th april to 22nd april.. haha... okayy..

so i haven't been blogging.. haha.. my sis locked the com.. duh. its always her.. even my mom does not know the password.. or maybe she knows but i bet she'll forget hahaha.. oh well.. this past few weeks... okay fine days.. haven't been the best of days.. but i just love the days when im in love.. wahahaha... read btw the lines baby haha..

i remember, playing soccer with my class mates.. uhh it was super.. it was like. the past 2 weeks.. i felt i belonged to my class.. i felt like ive been accepted.. haha.. makes me sound so damn pathetic.. like i was some born loser the past 15 years and 3 months.. haha..

haven't been online for 2 weeks and i get 22 rubbish emails... well thats not alot la.. but its still irritating.. haha.. the 25 is coming!! and the 28 too!! hahha.. wow i wonder.. haha.. some one's 1 year older... and some one's turning 14! hahaha..

napfa 2.4km run on monday... uhh how how how.. 12 mins?! hahhaa.. can la.. okok yes i can.. hahaha... how i wish my motivator can be there on monday.. haha.. bishan stadium... haha..

my napfa 5 stations.. haha.. was damn fun. but im kinda disappointed.. hahaha..here are my scores ..

sit ups- 47 -A
standing broad jump- 213 -D
sit and reach- 1st try 46, snd try 48!! A..hahaha
shuttle run- 10.54 -C! heh
pull-ups- 2 -E
TOTAL- 16!! so shitty la... aiyo aiyo.. hahaha..

im aiming for a D for the run.. a C would do fine.. haha..

BRONZE here i come..
haha.. no more silver alr. haiz.. oh well.. its alright.. if i did the inclined pull ups i could have gotten silver la.. cows bottom. haha

haha okay okay im going offline!! got SS to do... hahaha..

*cute couple? oh gosh.. are u kidding.. haha.. well thats cooll.. i can take that.. hahaha...

<3 always?
yes yes always..

foolish games

2006-04-14T10:10:00.000-07:00

its been some time since i blogged haha,

today is good friday.. haha,, whoopeedoo .. hahaa.. channel 5 has some funny lame show now haha...

yesterday gym-ed with elton for awhile, then met jon and simon. then julian came haha.. learnt a few things haha.. but i just need to do cardio still.. its damn boring la.. did 2 super sets after ytd's 2 sets too.. then did like 6 sets of the pull up things.. 10 reps 70 pds back muscles.. dunno what is it called la. haha.. then did bench abit. haha. then sit ups.. did 40 haha.. damn pain la. lol..

haha okay some one is making fun of me cos i dun blog... haha.. what the hell u call this now?! hahaha..

haiz i wanna change blog skin. but im so lazy heh..
i've got no new songs. and im getting sick of the songs in my mp3 lol.. haiz.

i walk alone on the pavement,
thinking how i've wronged you.
all i get is mess,
in the thick cloud of my mind.
i think of ways to change
but all i get is negativity.

time we spent can never be explained.
and what scares me is the things i've told u.
words can be used as weapons
and they can hurt.
you know what i mean.

secrets shared among friends.
some i do not share with you.
does not mean you're not my friend.
whats wrong now...